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I'm a Creep

[mood:  swinging]
[listening to: Radiohead - Creep ]
[current project: ]

Creep
Radiohead
 
When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so very special
But I 'm a creep, I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very  special
I wish I was special
She's running out again
She's running out ....
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very  special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL (Air Supply)

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where I find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where I touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose

And I know the night is fading
And I know the time’s gonna fly
And I’m never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you
But I know I’ve got to give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to pain
I know all the rules and then I know how to break’em
And then I always know the name of the game

But I don’t know how to leave you
And I’ll never let you fall
And I don’t know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it’s lost
And it’s looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it ‘cause everything I know
Well, it’s nothing ‘till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock 

I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that’s ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone

But I’m never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl ?
And I’m never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love
Out of nothing at all...


[mood: i feel blessed]
[listening to: my heart]

: napa tak layan channel wakk
Steelburn: kalau confirm okay... steel layan cenel aa..
Steelburn: kekeke
Steelburn: no la.. actually tgh pk nak tulis apa kat blog ni.
Steelburn: hari ni ada dua kecelakaan menimpa...
Steelburn: then, bila setiap satu tu datang.. datang pula bantuan.
Steelburn: terpk2...
: oooo
Steelburn: Tuhan x penah lupakan hambanya.. walau hambanya sering melupakan Tuannya.
: apa dia
Steelburn: terasa bersyukur kerana x complain ngan Tuhan...
Steelburn: rasa syukur sbb bertawakal.
Steelburn: best nyer perasaan.
: apa yg berlaku
Steelburn: how does it feel when you're in distress.. and there comes help?
Steelburn: camni..
Steelburn: tadi steel pegi perlis.
Steelburn: gi ngan moto aje..
Steelburn: melawat adik yg kat KUKUM.
: napa tak naik keta
Steelburn: naik moto ler jimat.
Steelburn: kakaka
Steelburn: takyah tol..
Steelburn: petrol pun jimat.
Steelburn: okay.. nak dengar citer tak?
: ok
Steelburn: steel pegi ngan adik bongsu (lelaki).. nak melawat adik pompuan.
Steelburn: pegi kejap aje ler... sbb dia ada kelas ganti la plak.
Steelburn: citer start on the way back.
Steelburn: steel biasa guna jalan balik semula ke penang via alor setaq.
: ok
Steelburn: then, kali ni nak try ler plak jalan lain... ikut bukit kayu hitam.
Steelburn: tgh bawak moto tu...
Steelburn: tetiba rasa lain macam aje..
: ?
Steelburn: check punya check.. angin dah nak abis.
:
Steelburn: so.. bawak ler slow2.. dlm 70km/h aje...
Steelburn: Pang pang! melotup lak.
Steelburn: terhoyong hayang den.
Steelburn: gabra gak.
:
Steelburn: sbb tempat takde rumah... jln baru.
Steelburn: on the way tadi.. mmg takde rumah pun.
Steelburn: nak turn back.. jauh.. nak teruskan pun jauh.
Steelburn: ngan moto angin takde.
Steelburn: huhuhu
Steelburn: pusing kiri-kanan..
:
Steelburn: tetiba nampak plak sebuah bengkel moto.. sebuah dia aje... takde kedai lain.
Steelburn: waah... rasa bersyukur giler.
:
Steelburn: siap repair... kitorang teruskan journey...
Steelburn: mmg lepas tu kalau kitorang terlajak.. takde rumah for at least 20KM.
:
Steelburn: yg bagusnye.. tiub tu betul2 kong.. elok2 aje dekat bengkel.
Steelburn: naper tidak sebelumnya?
Steelburn: naper tidak selepasnya?
Steelburn: -- abis part one ---
Steelburn:
:
Steelburn: tu ler.. Tuhan dah plan siap2.
Steelburn: bila kita tawakal.. tak mengharap pada yg lain...
:
Steelburn: Tuhan datangkan bantuannya dlm keadaan yg kita tak terpk.
Steelburn: citer kedua lak ek?
: ok
Steelburn: ok.. steel teruskan perjalanan.. sampai UUM.
Steelburn: sbb nak naik highway dekat UUM.
Steelburn: pegi ler sana jap.
Steelburn: sempat ler jumpa kawan.. dan sepupu kat sana.
Steelburn: then, nak balik tu... steel isi minyak penuh.
Steelburn: budget2.. sampai bertam (dekat ngan penang), sempat ler nak refill.
: ?
Steelburn: sbb kalau steel yg bawak mmg sempat. (insya Allah)
Steelburn: yerp.. 5 ringgit aje kos petrol dr UUM sampai sempadan pulau pinang.
: ok
Steelburn: lepas berenti kat gurun, kedah utk maghrib.. steel pass kat adik. sbb steel dah ngantuk sgt
Steelburn: 2 km dr bertam.
Steelburn: moto mati.
Steelburn: huhuhu
Steelburn: habis minyak lak.
Steelburn: hampeh kan?
Steelburn: tinggal 2 km aje lagi.
: tulaa
Steelburn: start jap... leh ler sambung perjalanan jap...
Steelburn: kejap sgt ler.. elok2 utk naik bukit jer.
: oic
Steelburn: (opss.. tadi tu 3 km.. lepas start dan berenti balik baru dpt sampai 2 km)
: laaa
: pulak
Steelburn: tau tu pun.. sbb signboard tulis 2km to Bertam.
Steelburn: highway exit.
: oooowhhh
Steelburn: me and my bro.. kitorang mmg jenis x complain kot.
Steelburn: selamba tolak aaa...
Steelburn: nak wat camana.
Steelburn: baru tolak kejap.. comes one motorist. a good samaritan.
: ooo
Steelburn: budak ngan moto gak aa.. terus tawarkan utk tolakkan ngan moto dia.
Steelburn: kitorang tgh nak tolak panjat satu lagi bukit time tu.
: oooo
Steelburn: baru lepas tolak kejap...
Steelburn: then... wow.
Steelburn: sungguh Tuhan x lupakan hamba-Nya. ada aje bantuan yg datang.
Steelburn:
Steelburn: once again... kalau boleh nak rasanya menangis mintak ampun ngan Tuhan time tu gak.
:
Steelburn: betapa steel ni selalu lupakannya...
Steelburn: tp Dia tak pernah lupakan kita.
: tula tu
: me pung
Steelburn: kalau 2km sekalipun.. tp kena tolak.. rasanya patut keluar peluh la gak.
:
Steelburn: time tu.. bila difikirkan.. kitorang bagi aje 'usaha' apa yg ada.. yg selebihkan mmg tawakkal. seperti biasa.
Steelburn: itulah kot hikmahnya bila kita tawakkal kan?
: baguslaaa
: at least at the end of the day
: everything s fine
Steelburn: alhamdulillah.. kawan tu tolak sampai ke stesen minyak.
Steelburn: ha ah.. alhamdulillah.
Steelburn: dan satu lagi.. pk pk...
Steelburn: ramai lagi yg bagus2 orang kita ni.
:
Steelburn: mamat bengkel tu... melayu.. and very helpful and friendly.
Steelburn: the motorist... jugak melayu.. dia on the way ke KL. jugak very helpful. tak berkira pun.
: tulaaa
:
: steel
: best citer ni
: jadik
: pengajaran
Steelburn: tujuannya simple.. kali ni hari org perlukan pertolongan dia tolong... sbb dia tatau bila lak hari dia perlukan pertolongan.. n time tu dia gak mungkin perlukan org lain yg buat cam dia.
:
Steelburn: ha ah
Steelburn: tamat citer no dua.
Steelburn: steel dah boleh copy and paste dlm blog... as a conversation.
Steelburn: thanks

Alhamdulillah

[mood: grateful. i feel blessed]
[listening to: my heart]



Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


Verse 1
I feel the heat
From these 4 candles burning
As I'm staring out the window
In solitude I look at life
From different angles
Thoughts strangled
My mind is suffocatin'
In this truth quest
A greed law
That we abide by is ruthless
Enough will never satisfy
Until we toothless
Filthy millionaires
Are gamblin' until they muflis
A sad fact of life
But mankind approved this
I gotta call Him
Sajadah is where the booth is
I'll make it clear that
I ain't even tryin' to preach here
By sharing thoughts I hope
To find a little peace here
I thank Allah for blessing me
To be creative
So here's a diss for me
For bein' unappreciative
Wanted a perfect life
Yeah smile then die old
Fame, money, women
Phat cribos and white gold
Drive my own Beemer
Before I hit two six
A straight pink bitin' toothpicks
Who walk around town wit' two chicks
And doin' new hits to woo tricks....
Now that's wrong
Pleasure from partyin'
And bull ish don't last long
A lotta yuppies sneakin'
Cars out when dad's gone
Crackin' bottles in clubs
Frontin' designer fashion
But I ain't about
To trade happiness for a Jag
So stop smilin' with your ragtop down
Cause for a fact
I don't care about your money
Or how slick your car
'Cause no matter how rich and big you are
It's still Allahuakbar...


Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


Verse 2
I know that all this
Ain't the right thing
Partying, chasing moneys
And material things
Flying high
Think nobody gonna
Clip my wings
I'm lying to myself
Knowing that
I've been neglecting
Responsibilities
As a healthy Muslim
Riches and loot
Ain't nothing
We frontin'
Diamonds and scrilla
But forget to say
Alhamdulillah
Made my album a killer
Plan B
Now 2-3 droppin'
And I wish to
Ask for forgiveness
Your guidance
Protection and strength
For humbleness and faith
To make me a better man
Success in foreign lands
Never dreamt of that
I remember being 18
When we started Too Phat
Now let's go back
Three years before that
Sometimes I forget
Me and my parents
Took a trip with granddad
I remember '95
While performing Umrah
Made my wish in Mecca
Right in front the Kaabah
Dear God
You made it possible
When facing obstacles
Please let me do good
Before I pass on
In the hospital
And keep reciting
The Testimony of Faith
And find the right way
Out of this life's maze


Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


Verse 3
Ay yo…
Two candles go out
That's when
I feel the wind blow
I haven't met Fatim
For two years
Been livin' like I'm single
Evaluatin' all the friendships
Relationship
The reason it's the tenth year
Is 'cause she's a patient chick
And as far as friends are concerned
Many I've had it all
From those who cried for my pain
To those who plotted my fall
I learned to differentiate
Fakes from the great
Mates from the snakes
Apes wanna beef
Hate's all it takes
For me to blow
A diss song for you
Not even worthy
As an album filler
So now it's smiles
And Alhamdulillah
Yeah, love me
Or hate me
This who I am
Look at the past at times
I wish that I was born again
So I can rectify mistakes
And my wrong doings
Attempts on minimizing my sins
Before my story ends
I ain't no Eddie Murphy
Tryin' to sound as a holy man
But if I tried to be a better person
Now I prolly can
(Wait...)
Who am I to advise you
I ain't been the best
Of God's slaves
Just a poet writin'
What my thought says
A little house
A little car
A little sweet girl
Thank you Lord
I'll try to slow it down
On the cheap thrills
This song will prolly stir
A little controversy
At least I ain't be rappin'
Bout the stuff
As tho' I'm born in Jersey
Stage name is Malique
And lost name is Cairel
Mama told me
Stop complaining too much,
So I will...

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


[i]by Too Phat, featuring Yassin[/i]

Berhenti Berharap

[mood: confused]
[listening to: berhenti berharap - SO7]
[current project: nil]


Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati

Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan
ha... ha...

Aku pulang....
Tanpa dendam....
Ku terima... kekalahanku...

Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam...
Kusalut kan .. kemenanganmu...

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukkan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita..

Aku pulang....
Tanpa dendam....
Ku terima... kekalahanku...

Rebahkan kalbumu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua..

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat..

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