Biarku Menjadi Lilin

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Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Terangi sekeliling dengan diri terbakar
Tak siapa yang sedar
Disaat kegelapan rela aku berkorban
Demi satu harapan

Biar masa berlari
Dan kau terus mendaki
Aku tenang disini dengan sabar menanti
Tanpa dendam dan benci
Andainya kau terjatuh terluka dan tersungkur
Kurawat biar sembuh

Aku tak kan bertanya
Apakah nanti balasannya
Setiap pengorbanan setiap pemberian
Demi satu ikatan

Keikhlasan dihati
Walaupun kau ragui
Pada suatu masa dan suatu ketika
Akan ketara jua

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Saat kau kesepian saat kau kegelapan
Kurela menerangkan

Aku senang begini dapat terus berbakti
Dengan cara sendiri

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Apakah signifikannya lagu ini?
Mungkin sedikit sebanyak ada kaitannya dengan diri aku sendiri.

This morning, I got an SMS... "ala if its all bout me. dun trst me anymore. kan takde masalah. ok la chowsin... "

Easy la kot. It's very easy to get rid of people. Very easy.

I was hoping that when I feel down there's someone I can talk to. I was hoping that when I feel down, I can share with someone even though it's just a little thought. I used to tell myself, I can't expect receiving anything by giving. By holding to that belief, I don't expect anything from anyone.

Oppss.. I don't expect anything much from anyone.

But I'm a human after all.
There're times when I need someone to talk to.
There're times when I need someone I can share things with.
There're times when I expect things to go the way I want 'em to be.

Too much expectation. I'm done for.