Confused I am.

[mood: confused]
[listening to: nothing]
[current project: cut & paste]


[00:40] <Steelburn> then... feels like i'm talking to someone really different.
[00:40] <_seseorang_> apa yg diff?
[00:40] <Steelburn> the way you chat.
[00:41] <Steelburn> once... it was different.
[00:41] <_seseorang_> ok let me tell ya something
[00:41] <Steelburn> and the other day... tetiba lain.
[00:41] <_seseorang_> [_seseorang_] ingat u lain
[00:41] <Steelburn> okay.
[00:41] <_seseorang_> i mean u akan slalu with me
[00:41] <_seseorang_> but one day i realize
[00:41] <_seseorang_> u pun sama gak ngan org lain
[00:42] <Steelburn> macam mana sama ngan org lain?
[00:42] <_seseorang_> bz for me
[00:42] <Steelburn> n.. what made you think that i'll be always w/ u?
[00:42] <_seseorang_> u slalu dgr [_seseorang_] pot pet
[00:42] <_seseorang_> u slalu dgr [_seseorang_] merepek
[00:42] <Steelburn> :)
[00:42] <_seseorang_> but suddenly one day yg i memerlukan u dgr i merepek
[00:42] <_seseorang_> u bz
[00:42] <_seseorang_> so? i tanak rapat ngan u
[00:42] <Steelburn> i'd like to hear that again.
[00:43] <_seseorang_> coz i takut being lonely
[00:43] <Steelburn> [_seseorang_]...
[00:43] <Steelburn> okay.
[00:43] <Steelburn> now i understand...
[00:43] <Steelburn> now i understand your /quit messages.
[00:43] <Steelburn> the songs..
[00:43] <Steelburn> et al.
[00:43] <_seseorang_> my quit messages?
[00:43] <_seseorang_> why?
[00:43] <Steelburn> [_seseorang_] penah dengar citer saya tak?
[00:44] <Steelburn> of who i am?
[00:44] <_seseorang_> i dun have any idea who r u
[00:44] <_seseorang_> but last few days
[00:44] <_seseorang_> u ngan [_seseorang_]
[00:44] <_seseorang_> hehari i bercerita dgn u
[00:44] <Steelburn> :)
[00:44] <_seseorang_> and i did excited nak chat bcoz nak borak2 ngan u
[00:44] <_seseorang_> coz i tau u akan layan i nye merepek
[00:45] <_seseorang_> but at the moment mmg i need someone dgr my prob
[00:45] <_seseorang_> and u pun takleh make it for me
[00:45] <Steelburn> was it the time you called me?
[00:45] <_seseorang_> so? i just back off
[00:45] <_seseorang_> that nite
[00:45] <_seseorang_> yes
[00:46] <_seseorang_> but things already happen
[00:46] <Steelburn> i'm eally sorry for whatever happened back then.
[00:46] <_seseorang_> nvm
[00:46] <Steelburn> if you wanted to talk to me.
[00:46] <Steelburn> i couldn't. my phone sucks.
[00:46] <_seseorang_> i shouldnt pk yg u always there for me
[00:46] <Steelburn> i barely heard your voice.
[00:47] * Steelburn changed to a new phone already.
[00:47] <_seseorang_> ok
[00:47] <_seseorang_> but theres no new [_seseorang_]
[00:47] <_seseorang_> [_seseorang_] tetap [_seseorang_]
[00:47] <Steelburn> and.. i guess i call you back then, right?
[00:47] <Steelburn> but nobody answered.
[00:47] <_seseorang_> yeah
[00:47] <_seseorang_> utk pe?
[00:47] <_seseorang_> u r too bz
[00:47] <_seseorang_> i lupe i berkawan ngan smart person
[00:47] <_seseorang_> u nak cite pe ngan i?
[00:47] <_seseorang_> bout pc?
[00:48] <_seseorang_> bout ur work?
[00:48] <_seseorang_> satu apa pun i tatau
[00:48] <_seseorang_> mintak ampun bebyk
[00:48] <Steelburn> nope.
[00:48] <Steelburn> i don't talk much about work, unless initiated.
[00:48] <Steelburn> i only talk to myself. that's y i blog [_seseorang_].
[00:49] <Steelburn> because there's nobody to hear me.
[00:49] <Steelburn> ****isk***
[00:49] <_seseorang_> nvm zam
[00:49] <Steelburn> wish u could understand that.
[00:49] <_seseorang_> just be what u wanna b
[00:49] <_seseorang_> i try
[00:49] <_seseorang_> ive tried
[00:49] <_seseorang_> many times
[00:49] <_seseorang_> but one thing forsure
[00:49] <Steelburn> yeah?
[00:50] <_seseorang_> tade pe leh kembalikan ur old [_seseorang_]
[00:50] <Steelburn> :(
[00:50] <_seseorang_> and im sorry [_seseorang_] really sleepy
[00:50] <Steelburn> okay [_seseorang_]...
[00:51] <Steelburn> better go to sleep.
[00:51] <_seseorang_> ubat yg [_seseorang_] makan buat [_seseorang_] ngantuk
[00:51] <Steelburn> naper?
[00:51] <Steelburn> [_seseorang_] tgh tak sihat lagi ker?
[00:51] <_seseorang_> kinda
[00:52] <Steelburn> what kind of medication yg [_seseorang_] ambil tu?
[00:52] <Steelburn> pills?
[00:52] <_seseorang_> yerp
[00:52] <_seseorang_> gotta fever
[00:52] <_seseorang_> flu
[00:53] <Steelburn> [_seseorang_]...
[00:53] <Steelburn> gi ler tido.
[00:53] <_seseorang_> going to
[00:53] <Steelburn> btw.... would you allow me to call you sometimes?
[00:53] <_seseorang_> up to u
[00:53] <Steelburn> i know.. i won't get the same [_seseorang_]...
[00:53] <Steelburn> but, i don't want to lose a friend.
[00:53] <_seseorang_> yeah maybe
[00:54] <Steelburn> dunno la...
[00:54] <Steelburn> maybe i'd quit irc soon.
[00:54] <_seseorang_> 10 days to go
[00:54] <_seseorang_> im in uitm in the next 10 days
[00:54] <Steelburn> if i made a friend here.. and lose it. i'd better quit. it hurts.
[00:55] <_seseorang_> try not to lose it
[00:55] <_seseorang_> maybe u should try
[00:55] <_seseorang_> call me often
[00:55] <_seseorang_> just say hi
[00:55] <Steelburn> :)
[00:55] <_seseorang_> maybe
[00:56] <_seseorang_> maybe it will works
[00:56] <_seseorang_> but i tak gerenti
[00:56] <Steelburn> but won't you ignore my call then?
[00:56] <Steelburn> like it was back then.
[00:56] <_seseorang_> maybe
[00:56] <Steelburn> that made me backed off gak.
[00:56] <_seseorang_> depends
[00:56] <_seseorang_> but as u said b4 this
[00:56] <Steelburn> how about now?
[00:56] <_seseorang_> i should understand u too rite?
[00:56] <_seseorang_> now?
[00:56] <_seseorang_> what?
[00:56] <_seseorang_> call me?
[00:57] <Steelburn> nape?
[00:57] <Steelburn> x leh?
[00:57] <_seseorang_> as i said b4
[00:57] <_seseorang_> jgn la tanya permission
[00:59] <Steelburn> adess..
[00:59] <Steelburn> nak tanya gak.
[00:59] <_seseorang_> ske ati u la
[00:59] <_seseorang_> bye
[00:59] <Steelburn> bye.
[00:59] <Steelburn> nite
[01:00] <Steelburn> take good care of yourself [_seseorang_]....
[01:00] <Steelburn> tgh demam tu...
[01:00] <_seseorang_> u too
[01:00] <Steelburn> :)