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VMware vSphere 5 makes it even easier to run ESXi on ESXi, and now supports 64-bit nested guests | VCritical

2011-10-15T11:45:00.001+08:00

VMware vSphere can virtualize itself + 64-bit nested guests

July 12, 2011 in Virtualizationism | 53 comments
Running VMware ESXi inside a virtual machine is a great way to experiment with different configurations and features without building out a whole lab full of hardware and storage. Virtualization enthusiasts everywhere have benefited from the ability to run ESXi on ESXi, first introduced with the vSphere 4 release.

VMware vSphere 5 makes it easier than ever to virtualize hypervisor hosts. With new capabilities to run nested 64-bit guests and take snapshots of virtual ESXi VMs, the sky is the limit for your cloud infrastructure development lab. Heck, you can even run Hyper-V on top of vSphere 5 — not that you’d want to.

Physical Host Setup

The physical host running VMware ESXi 5 requires just a few configuration changes; here is a guide:
Install VMware ESXi 5 on a physical host and configure networking, storage, and other aspects as needed

Configure a vSwitch and/or Port Group to have Promiscuous Mode enabled

Create a second Port Group named “Trunk” with VLAN ID All (4095) if you want to use VLANs on virtual hypervisors
Log in to Tech Support Mode (iLO or ssh) and make the following tweak to enable nested 64-bit guests
echo 'vhv.allow = "TRUE"' >> /etc/vmware/config
Virtual VMware ESXi Machine (vESXi) Creation

For various reasons, it’s not feasible to clone virtual ESXi VMs. As an alternative, create a fully-configured shell VM to use as a template — it can be cloned before ESXi is installed.

Create a new VM with the following guidance:

Guest OS: Linux / Red Hat Enterprise Linux 5 (64-bit)

2 virtual sockets, 2+ GB RAM

4 NICs — connect NIC 1 to the management network and the rest to the “Trunk” network:

Thin provisioned virtual disks work fine

Finish creating the VM, then edit the following settings

Options/General Options: change Guest Operating System to Other – VMware ESXi 5.x

CPU/MMU Virtualization: Use Intel VT … EPT… ( bottom radio button)

Don’t power this VM on — keep it to act as a template

Clone and install VMware ESXi via ISO image or PXE boot

Add to vCenter and configure virtual ESXi hosts for action

Nested 64-bit Guests

With the release of VMware vSphere 5, nested guests can be 64-bit operating systems. Just be sure to make the change to /etc/vmware/config on the physical host as indicated above.

Nested guests can be migrated with vMotion between virtual or physical VMware ESXi hosts; this requires a vMotion network and shared storage.

Nested Hyper-V Virtual Machines

It is possible to run other hypervisors as vSphere virtual machines, and even power on nested VMs. Here you can see Hyper-V running a CentOS virtual machine — all on VMware ESXi. Talk about disrupting the space-time continuum!

A couple of extra tweaks are needed to enable this, and performance is not great. Nevertheless, an amazing feat of engineering from VMware!

Do the following to enable Hyper-V on VMware ESXi:

Add hypervisor.cpuid.v0 = FALSE to the VM configuration

Add —-:—-:—-:—-:—-:—-:–h-:—- to the CPU mask for Level 1 ECX (Intel)

For another take, check out William Lam’s post on this topic.

Parting Thoughts

Given the right hardware, it is possible to create a fully-functional VMware test lab that is completely virtual. Go ahead and experiment with the Distributed Virtual Switch, vShield, vCloud Director, and everything else without deploying a ton of servers and storage.

How are you taking advantage of a virtual vSphere environment?

Related posts:
VMware ESX 4 can even virtualize itself

New VMware ESXi Management Kit

Taking snapshots of VMware ESX 4 running in a VM

PowerShell Prevents Datastore Emergencies

Understanding VMware vSphere, ESXi, and Release Cycles
Tags: ESXi, installation, Technical, vSphere

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Respect

2011-09-29T14:39:00.001+08:00

If you think you have every right to do what you do, I have every right to respond how I see fit.

Unique???

2011-09-27T01:50:00.001+08:00

via theothercourtney.files.wordpress.com

Oh yeah!

6am - masih tabah

2011-09-24T06:07:00.001+08:00

:-)

2011-08-13T18:05:00.001+08:00

Untitled

2011-07-13T08:31:00.001+08:00

CFO asks his CEO, "What happens if we invest in developing our people and then they leave the company?" CEO answers, 'What happens if we don't, and they stay?

Ne Me Quitte Pas

2011-06-28T21:20:00.001+08:00

Ne me quitte pas Il faut oublier Tout peut s'oublier Qui s'enfuit déjà Oublier le temps Des malentendus Et le temps perdu A savoir comment Oublier ces heures Qui tuaient parfois A coups de pourquoi Le coeur du bonheur

Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Moi je t'offrirai Des perles de pluie Venues de pays Où il ne pleut pas Je creuserai la terre Jusqu'après ma mort Pour couvrir ton corps D'or et de lumière Je ferai un domaine Où l'amour sera roi Où l'amour sera loi Où tu seras reine

Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Je t'inventerai Des mots insensés Que tu comprendras Je te parlerai De ces amants-là Qui ont vue deux fois Leurs coeurs s'embraser Je te raconterai L'histoire de ce roi Mort de n'avoir pas Pu te rencontrer

Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

On a vu souvent Rejaillir le feu De l'ancien volcan Qu'on croyait trop vieux Il est paraît-il Des terres brûlées Donnant plus de blé Qu'un meilleur avril Et quand vient le soir Pour qu'un ciel flamboie Le rouge et le noir Ne s'épousent-ils pas

Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Je ne vais plus pleurer Je ne vais plus parler Je me cacherai là A te regarder Danser et sourire Et à t'écouter Chanter et puis rire Laisse-moi devenir L'ombre de ton ombre L'ombre de ta main L'ombre de ton chien

Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Author/Original Singer: Jacques Brel (1959)
Source:

http://lyricsplayground.com/alpha/songs/n/nemequittepas.shtml

About:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ne_me_quitte_pas

Ini bukan kurang manis kak, ini kurang belimbing

2011-06-24T21:18:00.001+08:00

Odo update

2011-06-23T19:50:00.001+08:00

My car's odometer reached 140000KM today.

Exclamation mark(!)

2011-06-22T03:11:00.001+08:00

Don't! Just Don't!

Quadcopter building project

2011-06-20T15:47:00.001+08:00

See the full gallery on Posterous

These photos are telling stories about my endeavor to build quadcopter from scratch.

Site Switch

2006-04-02T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hi...

Information

I'll be blogging at http://www.blogspaper.org from now on.

A copy of my post will occasionally end up here as well, I guess.

Virus W32.Brontok.A / W32.Rontobro@mm

2006-03-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hi,
Just to share with you, should anyone has trouble removing this virus,
which was created by someone from our neighbouring country Indonesia.

I've been directed to these pages which offer solutions to remove the
virus from Windows systems:

http://skinhead69.gamexeon.com/

http://www.eset.com/home/home.htm

The first one was written by a fella from Indonesia as well, stating
that a local virus should have a local vaccine. :-)

Hope this information is useful for you.

VNC: Tunneling with PuTTY

2006-03-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

Do you want to know how you can remotely access a computer in a LAN from outside with VNC?

Well, theoretically it is impossible to access any computer in a LAN from outside. Not if you know how to do port-forwarding! Tunnels? Yeah. We're going to create tunnels.

OK. Let me share with you how to use PuTTY to do port forwarding. What you need is:

a gateway (a computer with interface to both LAN and WAN) running SSH daemon.
another computer running VNCserver in the LAN.
a computer to connect from outside, having both PuTTY and VNCviewer.

Let us continue with the steps, with PuTTY first:

Run PuTTY.
In PuTTY, choose from Category menu, choose Connection-->SSH-->Tunnels
Tick both options:

Local ports accept connections from other hosts
Remote ports do the same (SSH-2 only)

Put Source port: 5901
Put Destination: <LAN IP>:5901
Click "Add" button.
Choose Session
Put gateway IP, port 22
Click on "Open" button.
Login to SSH via PuTTY

Next is what we need to do with our VNCviewer. In this example I'm using RealVNC. You may get a copy for free and test it out. Let's continue:

Run VNC Viewer
In Server field, put localhost:1
Press "OK" button.
That's all! Believe me, it's working already.

I'm Brown

2006-03-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hey, I've just completed a tickle.com test titled "What's your true colour?"

I turned to be brown in colour. Here the description:

Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

Anyone else for a try? http://web.tickle.com/color/

Setup software RAID-1 dalam distro Linux berasaskan Slackware

2006-03-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

Kita sambung semula tutorial untuk setup RAID-1 dalam distro Zenwalk.

Saya membatalkan hasrat menggunakan dd untuk duplicate hard disk tempohari. Lambat sangat. OK. Consider kita buat semula. Secara ringkasnya ini adalah langkah-langkah yang perlu dibuat untuk setup RAID dalam Zenwalk.

Langkah-langkah:

Install Zenwalk dalam /dev/sdb
Buat partition /dev/sda sebijik macam /dev/sdb
Tukar semua partition Linux kepada "Linux RAID Autodetect" (type in hex: fd)
Compile Zenwalk Linux kernel untuk support RAID
Bina dan configure /etc/raidtab
Initialize RAID disks ( /dev/md{0,1,2} ). Buat nod kalau perlu ( mknod /dev/md{0,1,2} b 9 {0,1,2} )
Buat filesystem dalam RAID disks (mkfs/mkreiserfs)
Mount RAID disk /dev/md0 ke /mnt
Buat salinan /dev/sdb1 ke /dev/md0:
1. cp -a {/bin,/boot,/home,/lib,/mnt,/opt,/root,/sbin,/tmp,/var,/usr,/dev} /mnt
2. Buat special mounts: mkdir -p {/cache,/proc,/sys}
Configure semula LILO untuk boot dari /dev/md0
Edit /mnt/etc/fstab, tukar /dev/sd{1,2,3} kepada /dev/md{0,1,2}
Reboot
Kalau tak dapat nak boot ke /dev/md0, tambah kat LILO: root=/dev/md0
Run LILO
Run raidhotadd /dev/md{0,1,2} /dev/sdb{1,2,3}
Edit /etc/raidtab
Sentiasa periksa /proc/mdstat untuk pastikan status macam mana

Penerangan:

/etc/raidtab asal (langkah 5):

raiddev       /dev/md0
raid-level    1
chunk-size    64k
persistent-superblock 1
nr-raid-disks 2   
device    /dev/sda1   
raid-disk 0   
device    /dev/sdb1   
failed-disk 1

raiddev       /dev/md1
raid-level    1
chunk-size    64k
persistent-superblock 1
nr-raid-disks 2   
device    /dev/sda2   
raid-disk 0   
device    /dev/sdb2   
failed-disk 1

raiddev       /dev/md2
raid-level    1
chunk-size    64k
persistent-superblock 1
nr-raid-disks 2   
device    /dev/sda3   
raid-disk 0   
device    /dev/sdb3   
failed-disk 1

/etc/raidtab yang telah diubah (langkah 16):

raiddev       /dev/md0
raid-level    1
chunk-size    64k
persistent-superblock 1
nr-raid-disks 2   
device    /dev/sda1   
raid-disk 0   
device    /dev/sdb1   
raid-disk 1

raiddev       /dev/md1
raid-level    1
chunk-size    64k
persistent-superblock 1
nr-raid-disks 2   
device    /dev/sda2   
raid-disk 0   
device    /dev/sdb2   
raid-disk 1
raiddev       /dev/md2
raid-level    1
chunk-size    64k
persistent-superblock 1
nr-raid-disks 2   
device    /dev/sda3   
raid-disk 0   
device    /dev/sdb3   
raid-disk 1

So, kalau selesai langkah-langkah ni, sepatutnya RAID-1 dah pun boleh digunakan.

P/S: Tutorial ni dibuat dengan menganggap pembaca yang nak buat RAID-1 ni dah ada asas Linux yang kemas.

PHP: How to disallow direct access to PHP scripts.

2006-03-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hari ni nak tulis tutorial ringkas tentang bagaimana nak hadkan access ke skrip PHP. Pendek kata, orang kena access melalui fail yang betul barulah boleh gunakan skrip tu.

Untuk tujuan itu, kita boleh gunakan 4 fail sebagai contoh:

config.inc.php - simpan konfigurasi site
restrict.php - kod untuk hadkan access
contoh.php - fail contoh yang sepatutnya dipanggil melalui index.php
index.php - fail yang sepatutnya digunakan.

OK. Kita mulakan ya.

Dalam contoh ini, saya menggunakan WAMPSERVER ( http://www.wampserver.com ). Lokasi default tempat fail-fail HTML dan PHP disimpan ialah c:\wamp\www

Untuk projek ni, kita buat satu sub-direktori dalam c:\wamp\www dan namakannya sebagai 'sitename'. Anda boleh ubah nama tu kepada apa-apa nama yang anda suka. Anda juga boleh memasukkan fail-fail yang bakal kita cipta terus ke dalam site anda sendiri. Kalau ikut contoh, sepatutnya dah ada direktori c:\wamp\www\sitename kan? Eh.. nak ingatkan ni, cuma langkah pertama dan kedua aje yang penting, yang seterusnya tu sekadar nak pastikan kod ni jalan aje.

---

Langkah Pertama:

Edit config.inc.php dan masukkan dalam blok <?php .. ?> :

$site_name = "c:\wamp\www\sitename";

Langkah Kedua:

Edit restrict.php dan masukkan yang berikut:

include("./config.inc.php");
if (strtolower($site_path."/index.php") != strtolower($_SERVER['SCRIPT_FILENAME']))
header("Location: index.php");
?>

Langkah Ketiga:

Edit contoh.php, dan muatkan kod berikut:

<?php

include("restrict.php");

echo "Fail contoh.php tak dapat diproses kalau panggil terus.<br>\n";

Langkah Keempat:

Edit index.php, dan masukkan contoh kod:

<?php

echo "Kena panggil fail index.php dulu<br>\n";

include("contoh.php");

Something Nice To Share

2006-03-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

Something nice to share...


    Read these beautiful lines:

    To realize
    The value of a sister
    Ask someone
    Who doesn't have one.

    To realize
    The value of ten years:
    Ask a newly
    Divorced couple.

    To realize
    The value of four years:
    Ask a graduate.

    To realize
    The value of one year:
    Ask a student who
    Has failed a final exam.

    To realize
    The value of nine months:
    Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

    To realize
    The value of one month:
    Ask a mother
    who has given birth to
    A premature baby.

    To realize
    The value of one week:
    Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

    To realize
    The value of one hour:
    Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

    To realize
    The value of one minute:
    Ask a person
    Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

    To realize
    The value of one-second:
    Ask a person
    Who has survived an accident...

    To! realize
    The value of one millisecond:
    Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

    Time waits for no one.

    Treasure every moment you have.
    You will treasure it even more when
     you can share it with someone special.

    To realize the value of a friend:
    Lose one.

Thanks to: Ina

Setup software RAID-1 dalam distro Linux berasaskan Slackware (part 1)

2006-03-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

Saya telah memasukkan Zenwalk Linux ke dalam satu server HP ProLiant ML110. Cakera keras unit ini merupakan jenis SATA dan terdapat chipset ICH7R yang boleh digunakan untuk SATA RAID-0/1. Masalahnya kebanyakan distro (kependekan distribution) Linux tidak memuatkan support untuk SATA RAID menggunakan chipset tersebut.

Apa yang saya buat pada peringkat awal ialah dengan memasukkan sahaja Zenwalk Linux ke dalam /dev/sda (hard disk pertama) selepas membuat partitions yang berpatutan sebelum saya mendapati apa salahnya jika saya menggunakan software RAID-1 supaya hasrat menggunakan RAID yang terbantut sebelum ini dapat dicapai.

Satu sumber yang diperolehi dalam Internet saya jadikan rujukan untuk tujuan ini:
http://www.megapico.co.uk/linuxdocs/slackware_raid.html

Walau bagaimanapun, saya mengikut dokumentasi tersebut, saya perlu memasukkan Linux ke dalam /dev/sdb (hard disk kedua) barulah betul. Jadi, saya pun membuat satu salinan hard disk pertama di dalam hard disk kedua dengan cara berikut:

# dd if=/dev/sda of=/dev/sdb bs=10240

Dengan arahan di atas, saya akan mendapat satu salinan hard disk yang benar-benar serupa.

Saya sedang menunggu semuanya selesai....

Muhasabah?

2006-02-23T09:13:00.000+08:00

Jam menunjukkan 2.21am.

Lampu dah dipadamkan. Bilik dalam keadaan gelap. Mata cuba ditutup, tapi tak mampu dilelapkan. Otak seolah tidak mahu berehat lagi.Mungkin kerana usai Maghrib tadi aku terus terlelap. Lenaku dikejutkan bila henfon berbunyi. Misscall aje. Melihat nombor pemanggil dan fon mana yang dipanggil, dah sah pemanggil cuma nak mendengar lagu yang kuselit sebagai halwa telinga menunggu panggilan dijawab. Takpelah.
Yang tak bestnya mimpiku tadi yang terganggu! Aku mau kembali kepada mimpiku tadi. Simple.. mimpi pergi kedai DiGi dan bertemu seseorang di sana yang melayan aku, padahal kedai dah tak dibuka kepada umum. Sememangnya semua tu tadi sekadar mainan tidur. Perkara yang terakhir kufikirkan sebelum terlelap tadi ialah tentang DiGi point redemption. Topik yang sama jugak yang masuk ke dalam tidurku tadi. Hahaha. Tapi susulan mimpi tak sudah itu berbeza ya...

Sekejap tadi -- sambil berbaring-baring -- sebelum membuka laptop semula untuk menulis -- aku terfikir-fikir tentang 'cinta', (jiwang siut.) as of commitment and passion. Not merely love, which aku translate sebagai 'sayang' aje. Terasa macam teringin untuk belajar mencintai semula setelah lama kubuang cintaku pada manusia. Sememangnya sayangku tak pernah luak dan sentiasa banyak (abundant), tapi cintaku sukar diberi kerana ia sendiri sukar diperolehi. Confession: Setiap kali berfikir secara serius tentang commitment, dada terasa berdebar sedikit. Sesak pun ada. Begitu berat perasaan itu. Terasa sukar untuk 'mampu'.

Terasa jugak seperti diri ni banyak bermain dengan perasaan orang lain, walaupun bukan niat itu yang ada di hati. Aku sentiasa sedar tak boleh terlalu caring dengan wanita, kelak lain pulak jadinya. Masalahnya, aku sekadar mahu menjadi diri sendiri dan sukar untuk menghampakan bila ada seseorang memerlukan aku untuk menjadi pendengar dan tempat berkongsi masalah. Bukanlah aku maksudkan aku ni seorang pendengar yang baik. Tidak juga aku berupaya menyelesaikan masalah mereka.. tapi selagi mereka senang untuk bercerita... aku senang juga untuk mendengar. Tiap kali mendengar orang lain bercerita padaku, terasa beban yang ditanggung diri sendiri pulak yang diangkat. Macam tu kot contoh apa yang Tuhan janji, apabila kita membantu menyelesaikan masalah orang lain, Allah angkat pula masalah yang membelenggu kita. Wallahu a'lam.

Oh ya, semasa breakfast tadi, boss cakap aku dah berbeza kalau dibandingkan sebelum accident dan selepas accident. Rasanya apa yang dimaksudkan adalah ke arah yang lebih baik. Ada hikmahnya setiap sesuatu yang berlaku. Alhamdulillah. Sememangnya aku sentiasa yakin tiada apa yang Allah jadikan tanpa reason. Tiada apa yang Allah jadikan kat dunia ni sia-sia. Maha Suci Allah.

Nota untuk diri sendiri: Sekejap tadi aku menerima satu jemputan walimatul urus dari seorang kenalan. 12 Mac 2006. Ita. Dia mintak maklumkan kat Yang sekali. Alhamdulillah. :-)

Jam sekarang 2.42am. Terasa ingin berhenti dan mula memejamkan mata secara serius.

Allahumma bismika amuutu wa ahya.

Catatan kerja

2006-02-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Company duk mencari orang-orang yang terer Linux, dan/atau ada pengalaman dalam penetration testing. Ada berani? Apply sini. :-)

Esok kena gi pejabat/kilang Nippon Paint kat Shah Alam dengan Azlan. Buat system study sikit-sikit, then buat documentation. Pada masa yang sama, cuba resolve printing problem kat server baru diorang.

Lusa pulak kena gi SIT untuk resolve masalah CGI script lama diorang yang tak dapat nak paparkan new students.

By the end of this week, input/output prototype untuk Logistic Routing System yang sedang diusahakan kena siap. Next week Logistic Head of that particular company nak turun KL.

Dalam weekend ni jugak kena siapkan COUM nyer projek dengan Wandi.. setakat yang sepatutnya supaya presentable kat orang-orang berkenaan.

Malam tadi Ma tepon... kena sound sebab pakai tepon banyak sangat time bercuti panjang kat rumah dulu. Eventhough dah bayar sebahagian besarnya sebelum bil sampai ke rumah, tapi dalam bil ada jugak indicate berapa banyak penggunaan dan caj yang dikenakan untuk setiap panggilan yang dibuat. Ma memang terkejut aa... dah kena.. Boros. Tak simpan duit. Tak fikir untuk masa depan. (Ayat dikasarkan oleh diri sendiri...) Huhuhu...

Kumanasai mina!

2006-02-20T16:24:00.000+08:00

Maaf la kat sesiapa yg duk expect blog ni diupdate sekerap mungkin oleh penulisnya. Bukan takmau nak update, it's just tiap kali berada di depan PC, tiba-tiba aje hilang idea.

Alhamdulillah.. sekarang saya dah okay. (Chewah.. tulis 'saya' dlm blog la pulak.)
Ada la lagi terhencut-hencutnya, especially bila angkat/bawa barang. Kaki pun masih tak berapa flexible lagi. Doktor kata aritu, sepatutnya boleh stretch lagi 10 degree ke atas dan ke bawah. So, tiap-tiap pagi, petang dan malam la saya duk mengexcercisekan kaki.

Thanks Awin... mimpi tu paling menarik buat abg Zam, walaupun takde la abg Zam nyer kaki sampai kena gantung. The rest of the story cukup menarik. Mudah-mudahan takwilnya menjadi kenyataan. :-)

Last week saya ke Kuantan lagi. Dari KL pagi Rabu, sampai ke lokasi around 2.45pm, terus meeting sampai 6.30pm. Check-in jam 7.00pm kat De Rhu Resort. Malamnya tidur lebih kurang jam 5.30pm sebab nak siapkan kerja. Esoknya jam 8.15am check-out. Tak sempat la nak jalan-jalan tepi pantai atau mandi kat kolam diorang yang cantik tu. Terpaksa dikorbankan kesenangan tu sebab nak habiskan kerja secepat mungkin. By 12.15pm, semua kerja dah sign-off. Tetiba dapat la call dr office kat KL pulak. Diorang kat Kuantan ni ada problem ngan virus. Check punya check.. W32/MyWife punya angkara. Best aje kan kalau nak tulis.. "I'm searching for ways to remove MyWife from the systems." Hahaha. Sambil godek-godek keluarkan MyWife daripada network diorang, tetiba dpt lak email pasal percubaan nak hack sistem luar dari server diorang. Lagi satu bala. Check lagi... rupa-rupanya ada orang pecah masuk ke dalam server dan buat mass attack. Alhamdulillah semua dapat diselesaikan.

Kat KL ni pun macam tiba-tiba banyak pulak orang ada problem. NetMail la... Sendmail la... LDAP la... itu la.. ini la... huhuhu.

Jumaat lepas: tetiba housemate datang ke office. Rupa-rupanya dia duk excited nak share project yang dia dapat. Alhamdulillah. Hopefully menjadi kenyataan.

Bila la nak siap logistic application ni ya...? Takpe.. takyah jawab. Duk tanya diri sendiri aje ni.Huhuhu...

Semakin bizi.. semakin bizi..

.. semakin nakal.

array2object() function

2006-02-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

This is something that I don't want to lose, after cracking my head for hours, hence it's placed here.
This is a function which I couldn't find on the Net, a smart function to convert arrays to objects while retaining itself as arrays if necessary:

<?php
/**
* Just process non-numeric arrays. If the array has both numeric and string arrays,
* then remove numeric ones while retaining string arrays. Recurse into objects as well
* to check for any possible conversion.
**/
function array2object ($arg_array) {
    if (is_array($arg_array)) {
        $keys = array_keys($arg_array);
        foreach ($keys as $key) {
            if (is_numeric($key)) $has_number = true;
            if (is_string($key)) $has_string = true;
            if (is_object($key)) $has_object = true;
            };
        if (isset($has_number) and !isset($has_string)) {
            foreach ($arg_array as $key=>$value) {
                $tmp[] = array2object($value);
                }
            }
        elseif (isset($has_string)) {
            foreach ($arg_array as $key=>$value) {
                if (is_string($key))
                    $tmp->$key = array2object($value);
                }
            }
        } elseif (is_object($arg_array)) {
            foreach ($arg_array as $key => $value)
                if (is_array($value) or is_object($value))
                    $tmp->$key = array2object($value);
                    else
                    $tmp->$key = $value;
       }
        else {
            $tmp = $arg_array;
        };
    return $tmp;    //return the object
};
?>

Phew!

Catatan seorang penghuni wad

2006-01-01T06:01:00.000+08:00

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani,

Alhamdulillah semakin sihat dah. Hari ni paling lama kaki kanan dibiarkan tanpa dipasang simen. Pakai sekejap masa nak keluar gi balai polis aje.

Alhamdulillah... dalam aku terlupa, Tuhan sentiasa memperingatkan hamba-Nya ini. Walaupun difikirkan agak ngeri dan ngilu jugak mengenangkan ada tambahan besi dan skru kat dalam kaki, tapi syukur pun ada... kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain, lebih ramai lagi yang lebih teruk lagi keadaannya berbanding apa yang terjadi pada diri ini. Masa kat wad, the person next to me patah peha dan tapak kaki berlubang memperlihatkan tulang -- dah le gitu, nak operate pun berminggu-minggu. Right across the room, a girl terpaksa tunggu berbulan-bulan sebelum dapat berdiri. A few doors next to me, saban hari ada saja jeritan dari seorang lelaki Cina berumur. (Hari terakhir sebelum keluar wad, para nurse berkejaran memberikan rawatan cemas kat uncle ni, sebab tiba-tiba dia sesak nafas -- walaupun masa selebihnya uncle ni asyik marah-marah dan meludah-ludah.) Begitu banyak yang Tuhan nak hamba yang lalai ni lihat... betapa jugak bila Allah nak something berlaku, there's no fuss at all.

I was... boleh dikatakan agak berhati-hati tanggal 16 Disember 2006. Meeting dijadualkan 9.00am di Ibu Pejabat Syabas di Jalan Pantai. ...keluar dari rumah dalam pukul 7.45am sebab masih tak boleh nak bajet masa yang bakal diambil untuk ke lokasi dari rumah.

8.10am, kali terakhir tengok jam sebelum kejadian. Aku tersenyum seorang... puas, sebab agak cepat jugak rupanya untuk sampai ke destinasi. Awal lagi... dan tak sampai satu kilometer pun lagi dari tempat yang dituju. Motosikal diperlahankan dalam 40-50km/j. Motosikal lain menderu laju melintasi. Signal dinyalakan. Line clear... aku membelok. Sesuatu tiba-tiba kelihatan kat side mirror.

"Gedegang!"

Apa lagi.. landing la dengan baik. Nasib baik helmet dipakai elok aje. So, belakang tapak tangan tercalar sikit-sikit, tu pun sebab nak landing. Aku cuba bangun, tapi terasa macam tak termampu pulak nak bangun. ...nampak darah, dah sebelah dalam kaki kanan membengkak. Bahagian luar pulak macam ada lubang. Tak pasti pulak sedalam mana sebab tak mampu pulak aku nak pusingkan kaki atau badan untuk tengok betul-betul. Yang mampu dibuat saat tu cuma mengengsot ke tepi laluan. Gila ke nak stay lama-lama atas jalan? Hahah... nak kena giling?

Abang yang langgar aku tengah mengaduh kesakitan. Chest pain. Tapi alhamdulillah dia tak luka apa-apa. Aku aje yang cedera. Stokin yang dipakai kaki sebelah kiri aku terpaksa diguna untuk memperlahankan pendarahan dengan mengikat pergelangan kaki kanan aku. Tu pun sebab ada sorang brader ni peringatkan darah aku tengah keluar teruk. Heheh... kalau tak.. maybe aku tak kisah sangat pun... tak sampai sebanyak darah yang didermakan pun. Tangan dihulurkan kat brader yang langgar aku, tanda aku tak ada nak salahkan dia pun. Memang dah nak jadi pun. Terasa la jugak sikit-sikit bila dia tak layan aku nak salam dengan dia.

Satu part yang tak puas hati sikit...
Aku buat panggilan kecemasan 999 untuk dapatkan bantuan ambulans ke hospital.

Kakak yang angkat panggilan 999 dapatkan butiran diri aku untuk kepastian, then tanya hospital berdekatan yang mana yang aku pilih? - OK

Forward ke PPUM, hospital yang aku pilih, dan dimaklumkan supaya aku call JPA3 sebab diorang takde ambulans - So-so

Kakak 999 forward ke JPA3, then aku dapat "Maaf encik, pejabat KL dah pindah la encik, sila call nombor ni XXXXXXXX." Isk... dah le tengah tahan sakit dah time tu. Buat panggilan kecemasan pun siap dia mintak aku call nombor lain. - Not OK. Berbara gak rasanya.

Nasib baik kakak 999 tu masih monitor talian dan forwardkan panggilan aku. Bantuan pengangkutan dan kecemasan JPA3 tiba setengah jam kemudian. - No comment.

Sampai kat Unit Kecemasan PPUM, sempat la jugak aku jadi guinea pig. Ada sorang foreign student ni cucuk ntah mana-mana la kat tangan aku ni... aku rasa patutnya dia cucuk kat belakang tangan, untuk ambil darah... tapi ada ke sebelum tu dia test cucuk kat tempat lain dulu. Tak keluar apa-apa. Yang ada dalam picagari tu cuma sel-sel berwarna putih. Memang guinea pig. Huhuhu...

Masuk bilik X-Ray pun aku masih jadi guinea pig budak-budak medic UM. Satu team yang "kerjakan" aku. Nasib baik la salah sorang senior diorang ni agak manis. Haha.. boleh ampun la jugak. :P

The few days kat dalam wad. I could see people's greed. Beberapa wakil from two different lawyer firms keep on coming untuk dapatkan kes aku. Each keep on saying bad things about the other. The pot calling the kettle black. Ouch! Paling tak menarik, bukan diorang aje, tapi staff hospital pun terlibat sama. Polis kat pondok polis luar hospital pun lebih kurang aje. Duit punya pasal la ni.

Layanan kat hospital agak baik kecuali...

beberapa kali aku tak dapat antibiotic shot.

pagi hari kedua, hilang kesan bius, aku dan mengetap gigi menahan sakit. Aku pun mintak la painkiller hopefully kurang la sikit sakitnya. Yang aku dapat herdikan, "Painkiller apa? Apa painkiller painkiller? Pukul 12 baru boleh dapat painkiller." daripada sorang nurse yang nampak macam agak senior la jugak.

tengah hari pulak, dia datang tanya aku dah makan ke belum. "Tak nak makan ke?" -"Nak!!" Tapi dua jam lepas tu dia datang marah-marah kat aku sebab tak cakap kat dia. Pelawat-pelawat aku pun ada masa dua-dua kes ni berlaku. Aiseh.

2.30pm, aku terpaksa panggil lagi nurse untuk peringatkan tentang painkiller dan antibiotic yang aku tak dapat lagi. Nurse yang sama datang marah-marah kat aku dan siap ketuk-ketuk kaki kanan aku yang sakit. Siap cakap kat nurse yang bagi jab, "cucuk kuat sikit dia ni!" Apa la punya servis!

Hari Selasa minggu berikutnya... I was discharged.
Banyak pengalaman penting berlaku...

kawan-kawan yang silih berganti datang menjenguk. Thanks. Dari pagi hari kejadian.. kawan la yang menunggu di wad kecemasan dan mengiringi ke wad orthopedik. Yang berulang-alik datang pun ada. Thanks lagi.

ma - menunggu dari hari kedua sampai la hari aku keluar wad.

makcik (mokna) - yang sampai tak lena nak tidur bila dapat tau anak saudara dia sorang ni kemalangan.

adik-beradik yang prihatin - Amir stay kat rumah sampai 24hb untuk pastikan kebajikan aku terjaga. Zaha ambil turn pulak lepas tu. Ye la.. walaupun diorang kat rumah ni main game aje.. tapi at least banyak perkara yang diorang tolong uruskan untuk aku. Alhamdulillah.

abah - yang datang jugak walaupun sukar dan sibuk.

my boss, his wife & kid - thanks for the visit.. and thanks for the flowers as well.

distant friends - thanks for all the calls and messages. Yerp.. maybe dengar kat phone macam tak sakit aje. :-) Normal la.

By the way, aku masih teringat "nasihat" yang disampaikan oleh seseorang melalui seseorang, "jadilah mat rempit yang beriman". Tersenyum simpul bila teringatkan "nasihat" tu. :-) Thanks la, tapi aku tak merempit. Hahahah.

8 skru dan satu plet dalam kaki kanan aku akan kuabadikan sebagai satu catatan peringatan dari Tuhan.

bengang! &%^$%&^&

2005-12-07T17:00:00.000+08:00

[mood: bengang giler ]
[listening to: none ]
[current project: melepaskan kemarahan]

tak puas hati betul aku...

Baru aje aku merajinkan diri menulis blog.. tetiba browser Firefox aku bengong pegi tutup diri sendiri. Dah la aku siap tulis plan aku sampai berpage-page. Dah la aku siap masukkan links untuk rujukan. Dah la aku siap trim elok-elok dalam point form.

Bengang giler!

Tak puas hati betulllll!!!!!

Making people cry

2005-11-14T08:57:00.000+08:00

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title:System Engineer
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Hi,
I made someone cry last night by being a cold person. This reminds me of
how I feel when a person who's been so nice to me turn cold all of a
sudden. Anyway, this intentional thing doesn't last. Now that person is
okay. Yeah.. I called again this morning without that coldness.

I'm supposed to travel to Kuantan to do something there. Work... yes.
Maybe untill Thursday or Friday. I'll update you later.

Regards,

-- He who rants --

Something nice.

2005-10-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

This is really nice..

Bukan senang nak cari kawan yg baik
X senang gak nak jadi kawan yg baik
Kawan yg baik x penah mgumpat dblkg kawan baiknya
Kwn yang baik x penah cemburu dgn kjayan kawan baiknya
kwn baiklh yg plg byk bantu kwn baiknya utk mcapai kjayan
Kwn yg baik adalah org 1st yg akan dcari bila time sedih @ gembira
Kwn baik mjadi tempat kite luahkn prasan yg x dpt dluahkn kpd kwn biasa
Kwn yg baik x penah paksa kwn baiknya utk sntiasa ada disisinya
Kwn yg baik x penah larang kwn baiknya utk kwn dgn kwn yg baik
Kwn yg baik x penah cemburu jika kwn baiknya ada ramai kwn baik,
krn kwn yg baik tahu apa yg paling baik utk kwn baiknya
Kwn yg baik sntiasa doakn ksejahteran & kbahagian kwn baiknya dunia & akhirat dlm doanya
Kite adalah kwn yg baik jika kite faham bhw kwn baik kite bknlh sorg yg sempurna
Kta adalah kwn yg baik jika kite jadi kwn yg baik kpd kwn baik kita
Kta bknlh kwn yg baik jka kite x hargai kwn baik kita,
krn kwn yg baik akn sntiasa hargai kwn baiknya.......

Thanks eL.

Rants...

2005-10-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

[mood: colourful]
[listening to: sounds of a busy cafe with kids playing games]

Assalamualaikum,

Such a long journey since the last time I posted something on this very page.
Such a long while since I last tinker with the feeling of having to write something and being read by the public.
Such a wait to even myself to muse of what I should write and what I couldn't.

Each time I rant about something, I must've left lots of other things that I initially plan to write about. That's me. Each time there're things I left out.. there must be things that weren't planned in the first place got the space in my blog.

Rants...

Rants again...

Oh well.. I feel like ranting about life for a while.
Feels like things getting a little bit ironic nowadays. Cynical smile. Love to hate. Paying deeds for those who gives shit. Smiling the most to the very person I hate. Writing when I feel least like doing so.

Rants...

Rants again...

Oh well.. I miss getting online without the worry of having a work to do. I miss getting online and do as I please.. like the time when I wasn't as busy.

Rants...

Rants again...

(Warning: Language switch begins here.)

Ah ya... ada orang kata aku dah semakin kurus sejak balik dari Kuantan hari tu. In fact, aku rasa macam dah semakin berisi semasa kat Kuantan eventhough timbangan berat tak meningkat mana pun. Sementelahan pulak asyik duk santap aje...

pukul 10 pagi.. makan.
pukul 1 tengahari.. makan
pukul 4 petang.. makan
malam pun makan lagi.

takde pun sebelum ni aku makan sekerap ni... ni bukan time bulan pose la... jangan pikiaq bukan-bukan.

My little anak buah yang sulung sangat-sangat mengkagumkan. Boleh la dibanggakan jugak.. kalah Pak Ngah dia ni time kecik-kecik dulu. Umur 6 tahun, tapi dah puasa dan takde nak mengadu lapar ke apa... selamba rock aje main kejar-kejar sana-sini. Walaupun anak buah sorang ni takde mintak apa-apa sebagai upah puasanya... tapi terasa macam nak jugak hadiahkan something.. apa ye?

Idea.. idea....

Hmmph.. masa untuk menulis testimonial pulak.

Hadiah & Songsang

2005-09-14T09:48:00.000+08:00

Hadiah

Anakku belum bisa berkata lagi,
putih hatinya putih wajah nabi;
senyum dan tangisnya adalah kata hati,
rekahan bunga di bawah sinar matahari pagi.

Kawan-kawan yang datang serta persembahan,
tanda selamat tanda khidmat
hari lahir yang selalu dimuliakan.

Ah, kenapa kaubawakan senapang,
kereta meriam dan kapal terbang perang,
-- meski sekadar barang mainan --
sebagai tanda mata hari lahir gemilang?

Betapakah kerelaan dari kebenaran
antara kehormatan dan keyakinan teguh,
sebab kau mengajar anak-anak membunuh?

Manakah milik dunia yang baik,
ah, berikan padanya, ia bisa senyum jua
meski sekadar sekerat pensel kayu cuma.

Anakku dan anak-anak semua
jangan dilukai hati mereka dengan senjata,
biar di wajah dan hatinya cinta berbunga,
dunia yang damai, hidp yang sejahtera!

Nota kaki: Sajak ini ditulis Almarhum Usman Awang, atau lebih dikenali Tongkat Warrant pada tahun 1960, bersempena hari lahir anaknya. Setakat ini sajak ini tidak ditemui dalam Internet.

Songsang

Maafkan aku
kalau aku sering saja
berlaku songsang

Terutama
di perayaan tahunan
seperti hari ini

Apabila semua orang
telah sedia duduk
aku bangun berdiri

Apabila orang
bangun bertepuk
aku duduk

Apabila orang
ghairah berbincang
aku tidur

Apabila orang
melepaskan merpati
aku menabur padi

Orang lain
telah merdeka
aku belum

Maafkan aku
kalau aku sering saja
berlaku songsang

Aku hanya
ingin
mengingatkan

Syukurlah.

2005-09-06T11:54:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Things so far goes well albeit my healthcheck isn't as good. Since the first day after the latest smokey KL, I started it off with some cough, then light flu, and so on and so forth. Cash payment from Him of what I did wrong I guess. There're lots of things which I did against my own conscience. Remorseful, yet... repeated.

Good things,
I know that many people do care about me. Some are really surprisingly suprising! :-P
I even got a request to stop taking cough syrup, to retain my current voice. Hahaha. That's a very amusing one, because I am not well. No more I am a "degil" person. I took medicines now, tho I still haven't go to any clinic yet. I hate queueing, waiting for my turn. Darn.

Ah... There's a research: Kids whom can succeed in a test of patience may have higher IQ... or should I say may succeed better in life. Gonna do the same test to my future kids. Heh.

Merdeka?

2005-08-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Selamat menyambut ulangtahun kemerdekaan Malaysia ke-48.

Pendek sahaja blog kali ini.

Kuutarakan kembali tajuknya...

MERDEKA?

Mewarnai dunia

2005-07-12T16:28:00.000+08:00

Mewarnai Dunia

Kitalah yang mewarnai dunia
dengan warna kuning dan biru
Kitalah yang mewarnai dunia
dengan warna merah, hijau dan ungu
Kitalah yang mewarnai dunia
dengan warna hitam, putih dan kelabu

Kitalah yang mencorakkan dunia
dengan keceriaan dan kesedihan
Kitalah yang mencorakkan dunia
dengan kekacauan, ketenangan, dan kemaafan
Kitalah yang mencorakkan dunia
dengan kejahatan, kebaikan dan kekaburan
Kitalah yang mencorakkan dunia
dengan tangan, akal dan minda

Dan Tuhan juga mewarnakan dunia
dengan hitam dan putih, gelap dan cerah
"supaya kamu berkenal-kenalan"
dengan kuning, biru dan hijau
"supaya kamu memikirkan"
dengan merah, kelabu dan jingga
"supaya kamu mendapatkan pengajaran"

references: :-P
http://psychology.about.com/library/weekly/aa031501a.htm
http://www.saunalahti.fi/jawap/colour/

2005-06-28T17:19:00.000+08:00

salaam.

sekian lama menyepi... bukan tidak mau menulis, tetapi sungguh tidak mampu. Hampir aku tiada kesempatan melakar coretan ringkas dalam blog ni. Hari ni, sedikit kesempatan muncul sebab aku 'lari' dari pejabat sekunder kat HQ Bank Rakyat.

Seorang bekas rakan sekerja menghantar SMS...
"bila saya ada masalah terus saya teringat awak."

"kekdg hdup ini tdak mudah spt yg djangkakan.dugaan dtg dan pergi. peritnya utk terima sbuah kenyataan.knp saya sering diuji?"

Esoknya.. kuterima email panjang. Kawanku ini hampir ke psikiatris kerana dirasakannya tidak mampu menanggung sendirian masalah-masalah yang menghantui fikiran.

Rasa terkilan jugak... tak mampu berada di samping seorang kawan di kala diperlukan.

BTW...
Terfikir-fikir sebentar tadi... adakah sebenarnya aku cuba lari daripada sesuatu?

2005-06-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah menciptakan langit dan bui dan berlain-lainan bahasamu dan warna kulitmu. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi orang-orang yang mengetahui.

Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah tidurmu di waktu malam dan siang hari dan usahamu encari sebahagian dari kurnia-Nya. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang mendengarkan.

Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya Dia memperlihatkan kepadamu kilat untuk (menimbulkan) ketakutan dan harapan, dan Dia menurunkan air hujan dar langit, lalu menghidupkan bui dengan air itu sesudah matinya. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang mempergunakan akalnya.

Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah berdirinya langit dan bumi dengan iradat-Nya. Kemudian apabila Dia memanggil kamu sekali panggilan dari bumi, seketika itu (juga) kamu keluar (dari kubur).

Dan kepunyaan-Nyalah siapa sahaja yang ada di langit dan di bumi. Semuanya tunduk hanya pada-Nya.

(Ar-Rum: 17-26)

Wahai Tuhan sungguh aku tidak layak untuk syurga-Mu
tetapi tidak aku sanggup untuk ke neraka-Mu
ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku ya Allah.

2005-06-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

[mood: tired]
[current project: Desktop Management System Installation in Bank Rakyat]

10.50pm MYT.
Still in the office.
Online for a while.. reading other people's writings.
Seems like someone's in trouble with own feelings.
Wish I could help.
Going back soon.
Bye-bye.

p/s: Dunia tidak diciptakan dengan warna hitam dan putih sahaja.

Throwing away the old ones

2005-06-17T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hello blog,

Colleague: "There's a Chinese proverb saying, If you don't throw the old one, a new one won't come."

We were talking about my old DiGi number. Why do I keep it? Nostalgia? Heheh... that was my first number. *grin grin*

That's not all of it. That proverb shot another thought to me. I questioned myself of what I refuse to part with in my life. There're lots of things still haunting me in my life. Things that I am yet to forego.

Look! I look at my life positively. That's why people sees a cheerful and lively me. It's just... there're something left unsettled.

I am a melancholic type of person. Forgive me. Accept me as what I am.

Thank you.

Exhausted

2005-06-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

Keletihan...
aku keletihan.

Cleanup of blog//collector

2005-06-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

Haven't done the cleanup for quite some times... around 50 disabled items needs to be rechecked.

Looks like I need to actively monitor blog//collector again.

Work-in-progress.

A gem in the ocean of techno-garbage.

2005-06-07T13:38:00.000+08:00

... AcerMate 466d
... 486DX2/66 with 4MB RAM.
... 1.44MB Floppy disk drive. No hard disk equipped.
... 3Com Etherlink III NIC attached to EISA slot.

This is my latest machine, sitting on my desktop. A gem indeed, but not in our time. It was one model that reigned supreme way back in the old MS-DOS era.

Salute.

Gurindam Nasihat

2005-06-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

Gurindam Nasihat

Apabila banyak berkata-kata,
Di situ jalan masuk dusta.

Apabila kita kurang siasat,
Itulah tanda pekerjaan hendak sesat.

Apabila anak tidak dilatih,
Jika besar bapanya letih.

Apabila banyak mencela orang,
Itulah tanda dirinya kurang.

Apabila orang banyak tidur,
Sia-sia sahajalah umur.

Apabila mendengar akan khabar,
Menerimanya itu hendaklah sabar.

Apabila mendengar akan aduan,
Membicarakannya itu hendaklah cemburuan.

Apabila perkataan yang lemah lembut,
Lekaslah orang mengikut.

Apabila perkataan yang amat kasar,
Lekaslah orang sekalian gusar.

Apabila pekerjaan yang amat benar,
Tidak boleh orang berbuat onar.

Jika sedikit pun berbuat bohong,
Boleh diumpamakan mulutnya itu pekung.

Tanda orang yang amat celaka,
Aib dirinya tiada ia sangka.

Bakhil jangan diberi singgah,
Itulah perompak yang amat gagah.

Barang siapa perkataan kotor,
Mulutnya umpama ketur.

Di mana tahu salah diri,
Jika tidak orang yang lain berperi.

Apabila banyak berlebuh-lebih suka,
Itulah tanda hampirkan duka.

Barang siapa khianat dirinya,
Apa lagi kepada yang lainnya.

Kepada dirinya ia aniaya,
Orang itu jangan kau percaya.

Lidah yang suka membenarkan dirinya,
Daripada yang lain dapat kesalahannya.

Daripada memuji diri hendaklah sabar,
Biar daripada orang datangnya khabar.

Orang yang suka menampakkan jasa,
Setengah daripada syirik mengaku kuasa.

Raja muafakat dengan menteri,
Seperti kebun berpagarkan duri.

Betul hati kepada raja,
Tanda jadi sebarang kerja.

Hukum adil atas rakyat,
Tanda raja beroleh inayat.

Kasihkan orang yang berilmu,
Tanda rahmat atas dirimu.

Hormat akan orang yang pandai,
Tanda mengenal kasa dan cindai.

Pak Utih

2005-06-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

Pak Utih

I

Punya satu isteri mau dakap sampai mati,
Lima anak mau makan setiap hari,
Teratak tua digayuti cerita pusaka,
Sebidang tanah tandus untuk huma.

Kulit tangan tegang berbelulang,
Biasa keluarkan peluh berapa saja,
O Pak Utih, petani yang berjasa.

Tapi malaria senang menjenguk mereka,
Meski dalam sembahyang doa berjuta,
Dan Mak Utih bisa panggil dukun kampung,
Lalu jampi matera serapah berulang-ulang.

Betapa Pak Dukun dan bekalan pulang,
Wang dan ayam dara diikat bersilang.

II

Di kota pemimpin berteriak-teriak,
Pilihanraya dan kemerdekaan rakyat,
Seribu kemakmuran dalam negara berdaulat,
Jambatan mas kemakmuran sampai ke akhirat.

Ketika kemenangan bersinar gemilang,
Pemimpin atas mobil maju ke depan, dadanya terbuka,
Ah, rakyat tercinta melambaikan tangan mereka.

Di mana-mana jamuan dan pesta makan,
Ayam panggang yang enak di depan,
Datang dari desa yang dijanjikan kemakmuran.

Pak Utih masih menanti dengan doa,
Bapak-bapak pergi ke mana di mobil besar?

Balada Terbunuhnya Beringin Tua Di Pinggir Sebuah Bandaraya

2005-06-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

Balada Terbunuhnya Beringin Tua Di Pinggir Sebuah Bandaraya

Beringin tua di pinggir jalan raya
di sebuah ibu kota yang setengah muda
ratusan tahun usianya berdiri
menadah matari memayungi bumi
burung-burung berterbangan menyanyi
di sini rumah mereka, di sini keluarga bahagia
kupu-kupu berkejaran dalam senda guraunya
anak-anak bermain di keteduhan perdunya.

Tiba-tiba pagi yang hitam itu datang
geregasi teknologi menyerangnya
dengan kejam membenamkan gigi-gigi besi
sehingga terdengarlah jeritan ngeri
suara Beringin rebah ke bumi.

Sampai sekarang, tiap senjakala lembayung petang
dengarlah suara Beringin mengucapkan pesan:

Selamat tinggal, selamat tinggal wahai awan
Selamat tinggal matari selamat tinggal bulan
Selamat tinggal kupu-kupu sayang
Selamat tinggal wahai burung-burung bersarang
Selamat tinggal anak-anak bermain riang.

Namaku Beringin pohon tua yang terbuang
dimusuhi oleh rancangan bernama Pembangunan.

Nota kaki: Kukumpulkan beberapa sajak kegemaranku di sini...

Kalau...

2005-06-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

.. kalaulah aku kat tempat dia....
.. kalau kau beritahu lebih awal kan senang
.. kalau ye pun, jangan buat camni
.. kalau la aku ....

berapa banyak punya kalau daaaa?

Adakah terlalu banyak 'kalau' meletakkan diri kita sebagai seorang yg tidak menerima apa yg Allah takdirkan kepada kita?

Siapalah aku untuk menilainya....

Alahai... tak buat lagi?

2005-06-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

Dua hari lagi, genap 2 bulan tempoh aku bekerja di Cheras ni. Rasa macam banyak target yang tak tercapai lagi. I need to move faster. Faster faster faster!
Dah dua bulan lebih... selepas kali terakhir aku ke Tabung Darah Hospital Pulau Pinang... niat aku untuk melawat HUKM masih stay sebagai niat. Bila berkumandang iklan derma darah di radio, terasa bersalah dan hipokrit diri ini. Aku meletakkan alasan 'tak sempat / busy' sedangkan aku sendiri tahu bahawa itu sekadar alasan. Ada office mate yang berminat untuk pledge sebagai penderma organ. Satu lagi yang aku rasakan sebagai tanggungjawab... untuk mendapatkan borang, mudahkan proses, dan bagi penerangan kat dia. Bila nak buat ni?
Seorang non-Muslim kat pejabat ada menyebut keinginannya untuk mendapatkan senaskhah al-Quran yang ada translation dalam Bahasa Inggeris. Aku ada satu copy, dan memang bersedia untuk diberikan kepada sesiapa yang berbehendakkan naskhah tu, walaupun itulah naskhah kegemaran aku. Dah tunjuk pun. Tapi, yang dicari adalah yang lebih besar dan lebih baik kualiti kertasnya. Tanggungjawab jugak kan untuk mendapatkannya?
Work related: POC (Proof of Concept) dengan Asia Insurance masih belum diselesaikan. Basically aku dah ready. Cuma tunggu masa aje. Camne ye? Delay delay delay.
Ada seseorang yang aku masih belum contact. Kali terakhir SMS yang aku terima daripadanya, memaklumkan bahawa dia baru keluar dari unit kardiology dan sedang berada dalam unit neuro. Katanya, suspek barah otak. Kenapa dengan aku? Aku dah terlalu biasa dengan 'pesakit barah otak'. Kebanyakannya memberikan alasan itu untuk mendapatkan simpati sehingga aku tidak tahu mana satu yang betul. Macam mana? Aku perlukan pandangan lain untuk mengubah persepsi ini. Help help help!

Posting paling banyak dalam satu hari. Hari ni sahaja.. 3 posting.

Sebelum Terlena

2005-06-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

Nasyid ni asalnya secara tak sengaja di'paste' oleh seseorang kat YM.
Alhamdulillah.. dah lama tak diperingatkan oleh lagu sebegini... bersyukur sebab walaupun tak sengaja... diperingatkan juga.

SEBELUM TERLENA

Sebelum mata terlena
Di buaian malam gelita
Tafakur ku di pembaringan
Mengenangkan nasib diri

YANG KERDIL LEMAH DAN BERSALUT DOSA
MAMPUKAH KU MENGHARUNGI TITIAN SIRAT NANTI
MEMBAWA DOSA YANG MENGGUNUNG TINGGI
TERKAPAI KU MENCARI LIMPAHAN HIDAYAH-MU

AGAR TERLERAI KESANGSIAN HATI INI
SEKADAR AIR MATA
TAK MAMPU MEMBASUHI DOSA INI

Sebelum mata terlena
Dengarlah rintihan hati ini
Tuhan beratnya dosaku
Tak daya ku pikul sendiri

HANYALAH RAHMAT DAN KASIH SAYANGMU
YANG DAPAT MERINGANKAN HULURKAN MAGHRIFAH-MU
ANDAINYA ESOK BUKAN MILIKKU LAGI
DAN MATA PUN KU TAK PASTI AKAN TERBUKA LAGI

Sebelum berangkat pergi ke daerah sana
Lepaskan beban ini
Yang mencengkam jiwa dan ragaku

Selimuti diriku
Dengan sutra kasih sayang-Mu
Agar lena nanti ku mimpikan
Syurga yang indah abadi

Pabila ku terjaga
Dapat lagi kurasai
Betapa harumnya
Wangian syurga firdausi.. Oh Ilahi

DI SEPERTIGA MALAM
SUJUDKU MENGHAMBAKAN DIRI
AKAN KU TERUSKAN PENGABDIANKU KEPADA-MU

Biasa... Allah sentiasa memberikan peringatan dalam kita sedar mahupun tidak. Tengah pakai stokin pun, ada gak mesej yang Allah bagi.

Tuhanku... betapa agung-Mu.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.

p/s: Pasted.. selepas dibuat pembetulan ejaan di beberapa tempat. Original Source: Ellya

Term lama.. penggunaan baru.

2005-06-02T14:45:00.000+08:00

Original term:
bonsai

~ette

my term:
bonsai + ette = bonsette.

Meaning? Refer to the links above.
Differentiate with petite

Heheh.

Senja nan memboringkan // Perantau

2005-05-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

Terkenang lagu lama.. terngiang-ngiang nasyid ini di telinga... lantas kunyanyikan semula... dalam kebosanan menunggu meeting yang tak tentu lagi pukul berapa.

Perantau musafir perjuangan

Tabahkanlah hatimu

Berjuang dirantau orang

Sedih pilunya engkau yang tahu

Ingatan ayah dan ibu

Janganlah menghiris hatimu

Kerinduan desa nan permai

Janganlah melemahkan semangat juangmu

Diwaktu ujian badai terus melanda

Engkau tetap gigih berjuang

Menbenarkan sabda junjungan

Terus memburu menuntut janji

pastilah Islam gemilang lagi

Tapi pejuang kembara perjuangan

Ujian bukan batu penghalang

Kerana itulah syarat dalam berjuang

Oh pejuang....

Dimana pun ada ketenangan

Dimana pun ada kebahagiaan

Bila insan kenal TUHAN

Kasih sayang dan pembelaan Nya

Bagi insan yang menyerahkan
jiwa dan raga

Ayah dan ibu

Kepada Allah.....

Lumut Scenery

2005-05-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

Pangkor Trip 071
Originally uploaded by steelburn.

This is Lumut jetty, after my arrival from Pangkor Island last Sunday. Click the picture for more photos.

Biarku Menjadi Lilin

2005-05-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

Satu lagu yang terngiang-ngiang secara tiba-tiba pagi tadi...

Biarku Menjadi Lilin - Pelangi

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Terangi sekeliling dengan diri terbakar
Tak siapa yang sedar
Disaat kegelapan rela aku berkorban
Demi satu harapan

Biar masa berlari
Dan kau terus mendaki
Aku tenang disini dengan sabar menanti
Tanpa dendam dan benci
Andainya kau terjatuh terluka dan tersungkur
Kurawat biar sembuh

Aku tak kan bertanya
Apakah nanti balasannya
Setiap pengorbanan setiap pemberian
Demi satu ikatan

Keikhlasan dihati
Walaupun kau ragui
Pada suatu masa dan suatu ketika
Akan ketara jua

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Saat kau kesepian saat kau kegelapan
Kurela menerangkan

Aku senang begini dapat terus berbakti
Dengan cara sendiri

Apakah signifikannya lagu ini?
Mungkin sedikit sebanyak ada kaitannya dengan diri aku sendiri.

This morning, I got an SMS... "ala if its all bout me. dun trst me anymore. kan takde masalah. ok la chowsin... "

Easy la kot. It's very easy to get rid of people. Very easy.

I was hoping that when I feel down there's someone I can talk to. I was hoping that when I feel down, I can share with someone even though it's just a little thought. I used to tell myself, I can't expect receiving anything by giving. By holding to that belief, I don't expect anything from anyone.

Oppss.. I don't expect anything much from anyone.

But I'm a human after all.
There're times when I need someone to talk to.
There're times when I need someone I can share things with.
There're times when I expect things to go the way I want 'em to be.

Too much expectation. I'm done for.

I Shed Tears

2005-05-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

This is a story of how my tears unintentionally flowed out even though I was not crying.

Honest to this blog, I tend to shed tears watching/reading stories about repentance and remorse, and struggles of strengthening one's faith.

It happened again a few days back, when there was a drama shown on broadcast (can't remember which TV station tho). “Kelahiran Yang Teristimewa” was the title.
There is almost nothing else which can make me burst into tears other than when I'm thinking about the same stuff mentioned above. I had an experience of losing a relative... of someone close... but I didn't cry. I remember wiping my tears when I am just alone on my own, watching movies of the same theme. I remember wiping letting my tears flow down my cheeks when I was thinking about guilt and my faults, asking for His forgiveness.

No. I don't usually wake up early in the morning and do some 'taubat' prayers. I just do any time that I'm alone, when I recall back my misdeeds. I am human being after all.

Now about the stuff I wrote in the last two blog entries...

I was in the mood of self-reevaluation (reassessing myself). The process took me a few days I couldn't get it out of my head unless I put the stuff somewhere else. It's not meant to be forgotten. It's meant to be my reminder later on. I may soon forget should I not place a copy of my thought somewhere else. That's how human I am.
And the copy is stored somewhere on the Net.
Tech-dependent.
That's me.

Welcome to the city of rocks and glasses

2005-05-05T10:53:00.000+08:00

In Malay:
Selamat datang adik
ini kota sesat
dunia batu kaca
bisa sesat dan keliru

jalan ini sibuk
siapa pun takkan berhenti
mobil silih berganti
sekalipun kau melintasi
ada asap hitam memedih

...

This song titled "Dunia Batu Kaca", from the 90s, a nasyid, correctly portrays the big city of KL and the surrounding satellite cities. This is a place where nobody cares what you do. What they care is their own lives as depicted in "jalan ini sibuk, siapa pun takkan berhenti". As long as one doesn't disturb the flow of their lives, they don't bother. That's why there're so many (so-called) Muslims staying together, males and females, without the bond of marriage, and nobody bothers.

"They're not interfering with my life, so let 'em be."

This is the concept that's polluting most people's mindset here. It hurts. It's polluting me as well. Help!

Naivity

2005-05-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

Naivity :

misplaced belief in an ability or outcome, often resulting from an epistemological deficiency or behavioural impedence during childhood

Source: Urban Dictionary

Don't take my words for it. Naivity doesn't really exist in actual dictionary. I coined up the word and accidentally found another instance of the word somewhere on the net. (Kudos to Urban Dictionary)

What is it about anyway?

I am actually thinking about how naive I actually am. I neglected to see lots of things around me as how it should be seen. I want to see them as what I want them to be. My world is a utopian haven, whereas the real world is a hundred and eighty degrees to the other side. Silly me.

Is it because I was raised up around a relatively good circle of people? My mother was very particular about how I behave to other people. I was even a "Pelajar Contoh" once. (Duh...) I had my mid-secondary school in a prolific Islamic College. I worked for Muslim Scholar Association (PUM) while waiting for my SPM result. I joined (tho not officially) Muslim Student Association (PKPIM) when I was an undergrad. I registered for an Muslim Youth Association (ABIM) membership after that. I have relatively good devout housemates for years. Up till now, I have somewhat good and dependable circle of friends around me.

Thanks to those stuff. I neglected a somewhat big part of current modern life. Life is not actually as nice.. or acceptable as it may seem to me. Drifted away from those circle of people, I'm seeing life from another side of the story. It is like another different book altogether to me.

Darn... I'm in pain.
My heart aches and my soul cringes.
I am not a holy man nor I wish to be a devil.
I am imperfect so I try hard to better myself.
Minus a little goodness, I am nobody...
but Lord, please don't let me go astray

I taught myself that no matter what I have to be honest with myself
yet, I am the person that has lied the most...
and the victim is myself.
I thought that other people should be honest with me
yet, I didn't realize that when the are...
I wasn't ready to know the truth.

My faith is now what keeps my integrity.
Praise God, for tho I am forgetful he has many ways to remind me.
Let not my heart broken asunder.
I'll be good and I'll work the wonder.

Guys... I didn't write a poem up there. I just assembled words and phrases into something legible, at least to myself. I have to shout it out somehow.

I'm actually seeing a part of reality that I missed before...
People are not always what I first perceive.
People are not always as what I perceived them.
First impression doesn't count.

I'm having a feeling like there's a thin layer of glass enveloping my cornea. I have this feeling for quite some time now. Something is crying to get out of me. I have to vomit it out. Shout it out. Puke it out. Replace the words with better terms. I don't have any better word for it. It's too disgusting yet I have to bear with it. Lord, give me strength.

This is the city. This is KL.

Hell!

Happy Labour's Day

2005-04-29T15:44:00.000+08:00

[mood: broke]
[current project: Novell Netware, ZENworks for Desktop, SLOX, OES, bla bla bla]

Lots of incoming projects ahead. The 'Iron Lady' Project Manager last night announced that we're about to run 6 projects in the coming few months. Those are new projects. Currently, with my team alone, there're 8 projects running, plus another 4 with the other team, which I would also need to lend a hand from time to time.

Business is good for the company. That means, lots and lots of days coming ahead that I might have to go back late... some are most probably after midnight.

Oh.. anyway... I would like to greet working buddies a Happy Labour's Day. Phew.. luckily I don't have to work on May 1st. (There's a story behind this, a few of us have to go to a plant in Bukit Raja on that very day.)

Favourite MP3 Archive PHP Script updated

2005-04-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

[current project: Modify documentation and send to MEPS]

My favourite PHP script to display my collection of MP3s has been updated to a new version. The name's Zina. Not a good name in Malay, but heck.. it's not made by Malay anyway.
The latest version is v0.11.16 as of today.

Changelog available, and my translation of Zina in Malay has been added in this new version.

As of #kanak2ribena website, I haven't had the time yet to update it with a new look. Darn. My personal dateline's over already.

blog//collector has been left for a while to run on its own. Things look good. No interface rehash yet. Maybe soon.

Belasungkawa buat Naina Azha

2005-04-14T15:24:00.000+08:00

[mood: gloomy]

Assalamualaikum.

Al-Fatihah.

Lebih kurang jam 1 pagi tadi, abang kepada Naina Azha menelefon, memaklumkan bahawa adiknya telah meninggal dunia di Perak dan minta dimaklumkan kepada rakan-rakan IRC. Aku agak terkejut juga menerima berita sebegini, seolah tidak ingin percaya perkhabaran yang dibawa, sementelahan pula tidak pernah cerita sakitnya sampai ke pengetahuanku.

Sepatutnya beberapa kali dalam perancangan aku bertemu Naina Azha, tetapi tiada yang berhasil. Mungkin inilah takdirnya.

Minggu ini sahaja dua perkhabaran sugul sampai ke telingaku. Tengahari Isnin, bekas rakan sekerja menelefon memaklumkan dan keadaan tersedu-sedu ibunya baru kembali ke Rahmatullah; dan malam tadi pula kes kematian yang kedua.

Tua gugur; muda pun gugur.
Innalillahi wa'inna ilaihi raji'uun.

On the other hand...
Mungkin ada kaitan dan mungkin juga tidak -- minggu lepas burung yang muncul dalam mimpiku muncul di depan mata. Waktunya tengah malam, sedang aku bersiap untuk tidur. Seekor burung masuk melalui tingkap dan berada dalam kamarku sekitar 15 minit. Bezanya ia tidak sejinak dalam mimpi, tidak juga seliar mana. Ia tidak berkenan untuk berada di atas tapak tanganku; sekadar terbang ke sana ke mari di dalam bilik.

Suratan?
Kebetulan?

Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui.

mimpi oh mimpi

2005-04-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

teringat-ingat mimpi sebentar tadi

seekor burung terbang.. tetiba termasuk dalam baju.
bila dikeluarkan ia tak lari
tapi nak letak kat atas jari suh ia pegang susah pulak
lebih mudah ia berada atas tapak tangan.
bila disua ke tempat lapang menghadap langit lepas
sayapnya dikepakkan sedikit dan ia membetulkan bertingguk
tapi tak lari jugak

entah mengapa burung ni tak pergi
sedangkan memang niat hati nak dilepaskan supaya kembali ke dunianya
letaknya burung bukan di dalam sangkar emas
hidupnya burung bukan dalam genggaman manusia
biar sebesar mana sangkar... ia tetap sangkar
bila ia sangkar.. bermakna ia tidak bebas
hmmm...

terfikir-fikir...
mengapa ya?

2005-03-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

Albeit a little too late.. I had a chance to meet a few fellow Open Source adopters a while back. From left, Nur Hussein, Barbara Andrews, David Hakken, Nah Soo Hoe, Lee Chin Sheng, Khairulnizam (that's me of course). Not in picture: Mrs. Nah.
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lirik lagu

2005-03-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

Warisan

Disini lahirnya sebuah cinta
Yang murni abadi sejati
Disini tersemai cita cita
Bercambah menjadi warisan

( korus )
Andai ku terbuang tak diterima
Andai aku disingkirkan
Kemana harusku bawakan
Kemana harusku semaikan cinta ini

Betapa
Dibumi ini ku melangkah
Keutara selatan timur dan barat
Ku jejaki

Aku
Bukanlah seorang perwira
Gagah menjunjung senjata
Namun hati rela berjuang
Walau dengan cara sendiri
Demi cinta ini

( korus )
Andai ku terbuang tak diterima
Andai aku disingkirkan
Kemana harusku bawakan
Kemana harusku semaikan cinta ini

Ku ingin kotakan seribu janji
Sepanjang kedewasaan ini
Ku ingin sampaikan pesanan
Aku lah penyambung warisan

4th day of the 4th month

2005-03-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

[mood: happy ( I guess) ]
[listening to: Michelle Branch - Breathe ]
[current project: nil]

"Welcome aboard." That was of the few last sentences from the call I received 10 hours earlier.

That means I'm going to move to KL (particularly Cheras) by the end of the month. I'll be working in Cheras from the 4th day of the 4th month of the year 2005 AD onwards. That's after almost a week of waiting for the promised result.

Oh yeah.. I went for the second interview on Monday last week. It was supposed to be an interview checking my technical know-how, but then it was changed to an interview similar to my first one. Differences:

That 2nd time session, I was interviewed by 3 people. The big boss, the sales manager, and the project manager, all at once.
They asked me some ridiculuous questions.

There's question about my girlfriend, which I hesitated to answer ( "I would like not to answer that question. Hee...") Of course, how could I give an answer when I don't have one.
There's also question about how fast I can walk from one end of the conference room they interview me, to the other end. My answer: "That would be around 7 to 8 seconds, estimating 0.8 second is used per step." How's my answer? Heheh...
And another one, "If you are to have a pet, what would you choose?" My answer: "If I must have a pet, I would choose a err.. guinea pig? Oh yes.. a hamster. That's if it's compulsary for me to have a pet. If not, I'd choose not to have any pet. I believe that they (the animals) should be given their chance to live free. They shouldn't be kept to live in a confinement of a cage, or a confinement of a room. They should be able to live the way they like. If I want to feed the animals, it's not necessary for me to own them. I can feed any animal on the street, whenever I find like doing so. The reason for choosing a hamster is because their cute and naugthy.. and I don't think their suitable to live on the street."
"Are you planning to own your own business?" "Yes. Some day." Easy.. but maybe threatening. "How loyal are you?" What was my answer? ....

"Thank you. We'll call you tomorrow as we need to discuss first."

Their definition of tomorrow is maybe another 6 day after today. Ah.. forget it. It's nothing much. Just my rants.

Wish me luck

2005-03-13T07:26:00.000+08:00

[mood: dizzy]
[listening to: Enya - Tea House Moon]
[current project: nil]

I am going to KL this morning, 8.30am.
Would be in KL around 1 o'clock in the afternoon. Haven't planned what to do yet.
My second interview is on Monday, March 14th. I am yet to check my technical expertise level. Hopefully what they'll ask me to do isn't much. Hopefully they'll be asking me to do things that are very common to my practice. Wish me luck guys.

I failed to join Obi-wan with his meeting with Ditesh @ Subaidah Sg 2. Reason: No transport. A friend of mine has been using my primary mean of transportation for some time now. I don't go anywhere much lately. That's the reason.

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blog//collector update: not much at the user-end. I'm doing things for the administrative-end.

Oh yes.. blog//collector now produces XML feeds in RSS0.91, RSS1.0, RSS2.0 and Atom0.3 as well. So now anybody kat syndicate from blog//collector.

blog//collector extra || Pride

2005-03-08T17:00:00.000+08:00

[mood: ---x------]
[listening to: I was born to love you - Queen]
[current project: blog//collector extra feature]

Hey blog...
This is the report of blog//collector update for yesterday.
New feature ready: Users will be able to list n latest updated blogs @ their own website. (n denotes an integer) It's one cool feature ready bloggers.. to show who else update their blogs at the very latest hour.

Now.. Life extra, a song.. Pride J-Drama Theme song, I Was Born To Love You, by Queen.

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
you're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through -

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin' through

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you , love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me

Footnote: I'd like to dedicate the song to someone. Who's that someone? Do I have one?

blog//collector random visit feature

2005-03-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

[mood: good]
[listening to: the sound of the nature]
[current project: blog//collector]

2nd blog entry for today.

blog//collector has been updated with a new cool feature: random visit. Try clicking the link 'lawatan rawak' at the top of the page. It will bring you to a random site, updated within the last 30 days. So.. sorry to outdated blogs, you're excluded from the random visit list if you don't update your content.

Next feature in the making: How about personalized messaging?

...sambungan cerita

2005-03-05T09:19:00.000+08:00

[mood: ngantuk?]
[listening to: a hymn]
[current project: blog//collector randomizer+messaging]

An excerpt from my SMS collection, with the name of the guilty removed, heh:-

(1)
Skang ___ dah tahu.. Tnpa keberanian apa yg kita nak x kan dapat. Memang menyesal atas ape yg terjadi smlm. Sory.. ___ tahu Abg Zam terluke..

(2)
Tido? Sian pnat! ___ xleh tdo! Asyik nangis! Takot khilangan Abg zam.

(3)
Kalau dah x jumpe memang la x da pluang nak syg or cinta! Tu yg ___ tahu! Ape diri ___ ni! ___ pun x pham! Dah bnyk kali lpaskan org yg disyg.

Comment: The game's played well. I'm not angry... I just play the game to change someone. Sacrificing my little self is nothing much.

Play the psychological game || blog//collector update

2005-03-04T17:20:00.000+08:00

[mood: fine ]
[listening to: none ]
[current project: mass submission for blog//collector]

blog//collector update first:-
I made a few back-end adjustments to blog//collector today. Everything's working fine. A few parts replaced with better ones. Admin-side: I've created submission capability to the blog//collector, which means, I can just paste unparsed lines of mixed HTML with a URL in each line of the pasted lines... then the back-end process the rest. I've tested the feature with adding in about a hundred lines of blog listing. Tada!! Working nicely!

It is noted, as the number of blogs in the list grows, the time taken to update everything will take significantly longer. I'm considering a few options to reduce the time needed for updating. We'll see what'll be changed within this few days. :-)

---
personal update:-
I am guilty for playing a psychological game yesterday. I was actually tired.. and being played with dishonesty. So started counter-acting. Result: I made the girl crying the whole night. Does that makes me satisfied? Far from it. I want her to change for the better. That's all. The game's still on. We'll see what'll happen next. The details? No.. no please. Confidential. Heheh.. (I'd write something to remind me about this later.)

Personally tired.. || blog//collector updated

2005-03-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

[mood: happy+tired+waiting for someone]
[listening to: pulangkan - misha omar]
[current project: improve blog/collector]

Thank goodness..
My interview just now went abreeze. It was (I could say) an easy take. Anyhow, I'd need to attend a second interview with the big boss at Zen System in Cheras.

My legs need a rest. I walked for hours.. drop off the Star LRT at Cheras LRT Station.. walked a long way to Cheras Business Centre.. and soon I have to take a walk again. It's not voluntary tho, but I'd prefer walking over taking a bus or cab to the location. I'd be able to have a good view of the surrounding of my (might-be) workplace.

I hesitated leaving Penang before because of the hectic life I'm going to face by living a life in KL. Darn... but then it's inevitable because there's not much room for expansion living in Penang. I'm already stuck and stale.

Career path change? Nope. Not really. I'm actually returning back to my original interest... system deployment/networking. That's what I prefer.. over cumbersome programming, which takes a lot of my wetware CPU resource.

As of blog//collector update: I've changed a little bit of the submission form. RSS/XML type is now autodetected. For those using Blogger, Blogdrive or LiveJournal hosts, they don't have to worry about the exact XML file to put in the submission box. A generic blog URL (web address) is all that they need.

Overnight blog//Collector

2005-03-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

[mood: satisfied]
[listening to: Enigma:Sadeness]
[current project: blog//collector]

Alhamdulillah... semalaman tak tidur dan hasilnya pagi tadi blog//Collector siap.
blog//Collector adalah idea Steel pada malamnya... untuk mengumpulkan blog-blog tempatan dalam satu site dan paparkan coretan terbaru mereka.

Banyak lagi feature yang dirancang. Buat sementara ini, blog//Collector sekadar pada tahap boleh berfungsi dengan baik, belum lagi excellent. Insya Allah, maybe dalam masa terdekat Steel akan buat sedikit on-the-fly customizable Javascript untuk copy & paste ke dalam site mereka yg berminat untuk memaparkan blog-blog rakan-rakan lain. Alamak.. kena jenguk Javascript balik la nampaknya. Dah bertahun Steel tak jenguk-jenguk Javascripting ni.
Alah.. susah-susah.. guna IFRAME aje karang.. boleh setel dengan mudah aje.. just tambahkan parameters untuk file PHP yang asal nak proses. Err.. kerja gak tu. Heh.

Personally, Steel agak kurang menulis blog akhir-akhir ini. (Biasanya pun bukan kerap sangat.) Banyak perkara yang ingin ditulis, tapi tiap kali mengadap komputer, kepala jadi blur dan tangan jadi kaku untuk mencoret.

Apo-apolah....

Ketahuilah Olehmu

2005-02-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

Ketahuilah  OlehMU
Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia..
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau sudah  berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan  hatimu masih terasa pedih...
Allah SWT sudah menghitung  airmatamu.

Jika kau pikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu  sesuatu
dan waktu serasa berlalu begitu saja...
Allah SWT sedang  menunggu bersama denganmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan  teman-temanmu
terlalu sibuk untuk menelepon...
Allah SWT selalu  berada disampingmu.


Ketika kau pikir bahwa kau sudah mencoba  segalanya
dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi...
Allah SWT  punya jawabannya.


Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal  dan
kau merasa tertekan...
Allah SWT dapat  menenangkanmu.

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat  jejak-jejak harapan...
Allah SWT sedang berbisik  kepadamu.

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa
ingin mengucap syukur...
Allah SWT telah  memberkatimu.

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau  dipenuhi ketakjuban...
Allah SWT telah tersenyum  padamu.

dan..
Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi...
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu.
      
Ingat bahwa dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap...
Allah SWT TAHU .......

Buntu

2005-02-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

[mood: confused]
[listening to: nothing]

Nabi S.A.W bersabda:
" Sampaikan hajat orang yang tidak berdaya memenuhi hajatnya sendiri. Maka sesungguhnya orang yang menyampaikan hajat seseorang yang tak mampu menyampaikan hajatnya, Allah akan menetapkan 2 kakinya di atas titian sirot di akhirat kelak pada waktu di mana manusia tergelincir."

'siapa yang mnyampaikan hajat saudaranya, nescaya Allah akan menyampaikan hajatnya. Siapa yang melepaskan kesukaran saudaranya, maka Allah akan melepaskan kesukarannya.'

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Hambamu ini yang selalu ingkar suruhan-Mu memohon pada-Mu Ya Allah
Tunjukkanlah Ya Allah, kepada diri hamba-Mu ini Ya Allah... apakah yang harus kuperbuat Ya Allah.

Ya Allah yang mengetahui segala di dalam hati makhluk-Nya, tiada yang tersembunyi daripada-Nya...
Aku sedar Ya Allah, aku ini selalu meninggalkan suruhan-Mu...
Aku sedar Ya Allah, aku ini selalu melakukan apa yang Engkau larang, Ya Allah...
tapi Ya Allah... pada tika dan saat ini, aku masih bersujud berdoa pada-Mu ya Allah
kerana aku tahu, hanya Dikaulah tempat ku bergantung harap,
hanya Dikaulah tempatku memohon pertolongan,
hanya Dikaulah Ya Allah... yang akan sentiasa mendengar setiap aduan dan rintihan...
walaupun hamba-Mu ini Ya Allah... seorang yang selalu mengingkari-Mu Ya Allah.

Ya Allah Ya Karim, Ya Rahman Ya Rahim...
Sesungguhnya Kau tahu Ya Allah apa-apa yang berada dalam hatiku ini Ya Allah...
kau tahu aku dalam kebuntuan Ya Allah.... aku kebuntuan membuat pilihan Ya Allah...
maka pada saat ini Ya Allah.. aku memohon pada-Mu Ya Allah, kau tunjukkanlah Ya Allah, manakah pilihan yang patut kubuat Ya Allah.
Aku berharap pada-Mu Ya Allah.
Aku berharap pada-Mu Ya Allah.
Aku berharap pada-Mu Ya Allah.

Ya Allah Ya `Aliim...
Ampunkanlah aku Ya Allah...
Ampunkanlah aku Ya Allah...
Ampunkanlah aku Ya Allah...
Aku selalu mengingkari-Mu ya Allah.. tapi aku memohon pada-Mu Ya Allah.
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Kau tetapkanlah hatiku ini Ya Allah...
Kau tetapkanlah hatiku ini mutlak pada-Mu Ya Allah.
Kau buatkanlah pilihan untukku Ya Allah.
Dikaulah yang mengetahui segala sesuatu yang akan berlaku.
Dikaulah yang mengetahui baik buruk segala sesuatu yang Engkau ciptakan Ya Allah...
dan aku ini sekadar hamba-Mu yang lemah Ya Allah.

Aku berharap pada-Mu Ya Allah
Aku meminta pada-Mu Ya Rahman
Aku meminta pada-Mu Ya Rahiim...

Another change

2005-02-04T02:42:00.000+08:00

[mood: darn]
[listening to: Adema]
[current project: skipping actual project]

3rd day.. 6th distro installed, updated, compiled with latest Linux kernel 2.6.10, yet no definite choice. Which distro to stay?

2005-01-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

... 1 cent:-

"kalau kita asyik duk menilai orang lain... kita akan selalu terlupa untuk menilai diri sendiri."

frankly, siapa yang betul-betul tak pernah menipu? jawablah untuk diri sendiri.
betul ke anda tak pernah ditipu? setakat mana anda yakin anda tak pernah ditipu?

hidup ini terlalu banyak yang ironik. kita tak mahu disakiti, tapi kita menyakiti... kita tidak mahu ditipu, tapi kita menipu... kita tidak mahu dibenci, tapi kita membenci....
mengapa kita tidak mulakan kebaikan dengan diri sendiri, pada masa yang sama menerima orang lain seadanya?

Of Love

2005-01-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

Hi there. Sorry blog, it has been quite a long time since I last post an original posting. What I posted these few days weren't originally mine. Credits should be given to my Hi5 associate, Ellya. her writings, whether original or not, fits my opinion most of the times. So, there goes copy-paste.

A few nights ago, someone asked me about being in love before marriage, or should I say having a relationship with a partner of the opposite sex before marriage? What's my opinion?

I'm not currently involved in such thing, not because I am unable to do so, but I opt not to, as I am not really sure if I am ready for another run. Anyway, opinion-wise I have no objection as long it's not considered as merely for fun. Such intimate relationship, for me, should be regarded as a way to know one's future life partner. Short term relationships should be avoided at all costs.

There're some people who think that it's taboo, or haram in Islam. What are we to deny our own basic instinct? What are we to deny our own natural need? Love is a need for us. That's my opinion. The process of channeling love is what should be taken care of.

I am writing about the matter from my own point of view, as a Muslim and as a human. I would li ke to know others' opinion about the same matter.

Ah well, I have to go out now. Got things to do. I leave the rest of the topic to you. Comments please.

YA ALLAH JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA....

2005-01-18T02:22:00.000+08:00

Jatuh Cinta...

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta,
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang
melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu,
agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-
Mu.

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta,
jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak
melebihi cintaku pada-Mu

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati,
izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang
yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,
agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta
semu.

Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,
jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak
berpaling pada hati-Mu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang
merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,
jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku
merindukan syurga-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu,
janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi
kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat
di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu,
jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam
perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia
kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui
kekasih-Mu,
jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas
sehingga melupakan
aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya
kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah Engaku mengetahui bahawa hati-
hati ini telah
berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu,
telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu,
telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-MU,
telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu.
Kukuhkanlah Ya Allah ikatannya.
Kekalkanlah cintanya.
Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya.
Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan Nur-Mu yang
tiada pernah pudar.
Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan
limpahan keimanan kepada-Mu dan
keindahan
bertawakal di jalan-Mu.
Amin...

( Nota: Terima kasih Ellya )

10 Sifat Wanita yang Disukai Lelaki

2005-01-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

Keibuan
Banyak lelaki yg terpikat pada wanita yg bersikap keibuan,lembut,mengambil berat dan penuh kasih sayang. Wajah yg keibuan mampu membuatlelaki berasa tenteram ketika sedang stress, cemas dan gelisah dan senang hati ketika mahu bermanja. Jangan tunggu sampai melahirkan baru nak tonjolkan sikap keibuan. Setiap wanita ada potensi keibuan dalam diri masing2.

Keanak-anakkan
Dalam batas yg wajar, sifat keanak-anakan seorang wanita menjadi daya tarikan di mata lelaki. Mereka berasa terhibur dengan keletah anda. tetapi tentulah bukan sifat keanak-anakkan yg melampau dan menyakitkan hati tetapi sikap keanak-anakan yg menyenangkan. Misalnya, kemanjaan wanita yg membangkitkan naluri kebapaan dan kelakian lelaki. Wanita ceria membuat lelaki lebih berghairah.

Penuh Pengertian
Sikap pengertian wanita membuat lelaki berasa dihargai dan diterima seadanya. Sikap ini tercermin dari perasaan mudah memaafkan, memilih waktu yg tepat utk berbincang masalah dan sebagainya. Contohnya ketika lelaki melakukan kesilapan, wanita yg berpengertian tidak terus menuduh bukan2 sebaliknya cuba mengerti duduk persoalannya.

Menghargai
Wanita yg menghargai lelaki adalah wanita idaman lelaki. Berbeza dgn wanita yg suka diperlakukan dgn lembut, lelaki suka dihargai,dipuji dgn tulus ikhlas dan diberi kepercayaan. Penghargaan dari wanita membuatlelaki berasa bangga.

Menjaga Penampilan
Lelaki menyukai wanita yg pandai menjaga penampilannya agar sentiasa kelihatan cantik, bersih, kemas dan menarik. Penampilan yg baik menunjukkan wanita tersebut menghargai dirinya. Dia akan murah senyuman, pandai merawat tubuhnya, meningkatkan kualiti hidupnya dan memberi yg terbaik kepada dirinya.Dia suka dan bersyukur dengan dirinya dan secara tidak langsung memancarkan pesona yg menyebabkan lelaki juga menyukainya. Apabila sudah berumahtangga, wanita tersebut terus menjaga penampilan dirinya dan kesihatan tubuh badan walau sudah beranak-pinak. Siapa yg tidak suka isteri yg masih kelihatan cantik dan ramping walau dah punya anak 3??

Pandai berbicara
Lelaki tertarik dgn wanita yg pandai berkomunikasi dan boleh diajak berbual. Walau topik perbualan yg disukai lelaki berbeza dgn topik kegemaran wanita,wanita tersebut dapat mengimbanginya. Dia bukan sekadar teman berbual yg pasif, tetapi dapat memberi respon dan pendapat yg baik. Dia juga tahu menjadi pendengar yg baik, serta mengalihkan topik yg agak serius kepada perbualan yg lebih menarik. Lelaki juga suka dengan wanita yg suka bergurau dan pandai berjenaka serta boleh menerima jenaka lelaki dgn baik dan berfikiran terbuka.

Pandai Bergaul dan Menyesuaikan Diri
Wanita yg pandai bergaul dan menyesuaikan diri mempunyai nilai lebih di mata lelaki. Wanita tersebut tahu menghadapi orang yg lebih tua dan cara berhadapan dgn orang yg lebih muda. Apabila berhadapan dgn suasana yg baru, wanita tersebut tidak gentar malah cepat menyesuaikan diri. Dia mudah diajak ke mana saja dan tidak kekok samada di bandar atau di kampung.

Menghormati Diri Sendiri
Lelaki suka dgn wanita yg menghormati dirinya sendiri sebagai seorang wanita, bersikap sopan dan mempunyai etika. Wanita yg menghormati dirinya sendiri mempunyai keyakinan dan tahu apa yg baik dan buruk diperlakukan oleh seorang lelaki terhadap dirinya. Jadi dia tahu apa yg dia inginkan dan mahu elakkan serta menjaga maruah dirinya. Dia tidak akan merendah-rendahkan dirinya dan tidak akan membiarkan lelaki memperlakukan dirinya sesuka hati.

Simpati dan prihatin
Lelaki suka wanita yg murah hati, mengambil berat, simpati pada nasib yg susah, sayangkan kanak-kanak dan tidak memilih bulu. Kebaikan yg wajar dan spontan mencerminkan hati yg mulia. Ada kecantikan dalaman pada dirinya yg memancar keluar dgn indah dan mempesona.

Things to ponder

2004-12-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

Interactive DHTML art-demos

2004-11-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Interactive DHTML art-demos

Wow! I couldn't believe it.. they made everything out of Javascript and DHTML. Everything is marvellous!

Chat log : Interesting.. very interesting

2004-11-29T03:29:00.001+08:00

Baca semua...

[01:56:46] Steelburn: !op
[01:58:00] Ranzum: tak leh ker steel
[01:58:08] Ranzum: arkus tak kenal ko erk
[01:58:25] redtzm_85: !op
[01:58:28] redtzm_85: lalala~
[01:58:30] Steelburn: heheh
[01:58:31] Ranzum: hahaha
[01:58:35] Steelburn: arkus ni susah sket.
[01:58:37] Ranzum: apa dah...
[01:58:39] Ranzum: dah kena drop
[01:58:40] Steelburn: jap
[01:58:42] Ranzum: cian aku
[01:59:05] * Arkus sets mode: +o Ranzum
[01:59:08] * Ranzum slaps redtzm_85 around a bit with a large trout
[01:59:10] Steelburn: hmm.. amik
[01:59:28] Steelburn: time for me to go offline then
[01:59:43] Ranzum: haha
[01:59:46] Ranzum: thanx steel
[01:59:58] Steelburn: no prob Ranzum
[02:04:09] * Joins: GhostRider (~System4ce@218.111.70.67)
[02:04:15] GhostRider: hai Steelburn
[02:04:22] GhostRider: leh ngorat tka
[02:04:26] Steelburn: hai GhostRider...
[02:04:29] Steelburn: jgn ngorat aku
[02:04:32] Steelburn: ngorat arkus tu haaa
[02:04:40] GhostRider: arkus bot
[02:04:41] GhostRider: tanak
[02:04:54] Ranzum: kekeke
[02:04:58] Ranzum: bot baik tu
[02:05:09] GhostRider: ampeh
[02:05:17] GhostRider: gila penuh ngan chan kat aku nih
[02:05:23] GhostRider: mana satu pon tatau dah
[02:05:24] GhostRider: huhu
[02:05:29] Ranzum: kakaka
[02:05:32] Ranzum: channel kena drop
[02:05:35] Ranzum: semua org lari
[02:05:45] GhostRider: sian
[02:05:49] Ranzum: ko tolonglah promote
[02:05:50] GhostRider: chan aku pon sunyi
[02:05:55] GhostRider: aku promote?
[02:05:57] Ranzum: tulah tu
[02:05:58] GhostRider: eheks
[02:06:05] GhostRider: tak ponah seumoq hidup
[02:06:09] GhostRider: ngeeee
[02:06:10] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:06:11] GhostRider: soh la Steelburn
[02:06:16] GhostRider: soh dia buat tcl
[02:06:18] GhostRider: kekeke
[02:06:45] Steelburn: nope.
[02:06:51] Steelburn: aku against inviter
[02:07:01] GhostRider: true2
[02:07:04] GhostRider: same with me
[02:07:19] Ranzum: alah
[02:07:28] Ranzum: bukan nyer guna auto invite
[02:07:41] GhostRider: ye la
[02:07:47] GhostRider: bat malu nick aku ja inbite orang
[02:08:28] Ranzum: kakakaka
[02:08:30] Ranzum: cilako
[02:08:37] GhostRider: -ChanServ- Registered : Thu 03-Oct-2002 18:27:46 GMT
[02:08:39] Ranzum: pentingkan status lak yer
[02:08:40] GhostRider: sampai la tadak orang
[02:08:44] GhostRider: ada sorang 2 ja
[02:08:54] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:08:59] GhostRider: status
[02:09:02] GhostRider: mesti la
[02:09:11] * Steelburn lives free
[02:09:26] Steelburn: nyam nyam.. sedap lak roti ni
[02:09:27] GhostRider: kalau kena bayaq dah lama kita kaput Steelburn
[02:09:33] GhostRider: bill tepon pon mis manjang
[02:09:37] GhostRider: mo life kena bayaq mampui
[02:09:38] GhostRider: heheh
[02:09:47] * GhostRider is now known as Setan[X]
[02:09:49] * Ranzum minta roti kat steel
[02:09:55] Ranzum: hahah
[02:09:56] Steelburn: kalau semua kena bayar.. menda pertama aku nak buat bisness ialah.. oksigen
[02:09:57] Steelburn: hahaha
[02:10:09] Setan[X]: :P
[02:10:21] Ranzum: sakitlah saper yang lubang hidung besar steel
[02:10:23] Setan[X]: camna hang nak jual oksigen?
[02:10:29] Setan[X]: suplier mana nak amik?
[02:10:29] Steelburn: Setan[X]: kalau
[02:10:31] Setan[X]: hkehkekhe
[02:10:34] Setan[X]: ya kalau
[02:10:38] Steelburn: supplier dr atmosfera ler..
[02:10:43] Setan[X]: kalau sebut kalau aku nak jual dunia
[02:10:45] Setan[X]: khakhakha
[02:10:46] Steelburn: tapi.. diorang kena bayar kat aku
[02:10:56] Setan[X]: hang jual oksigen
[02:10:58] Setan[X]: aku jual dunia
[02:11:01] Ranzum: aku jual air
[02:11:02] Setan[X]: kot mana pon hang kena bayaq kat aku
[02:11:03] Setan[X]: hahahaha
[02:11:21] Setan[X]: tabayaq kalu send direct to sun
[02:11:25] Setan[X]: :D
[02:11:34] Setan[X]: free of charge
[02:11:49] Setan[X]: transpot disponsor lagi
[02:11:54] Ranzum: kakakaka
[02:12:13] Steelburn: kos mahal maa...
[02:12:22] Ranzum: boleh
[02:12:26] Setan[X]: takpa
[02:12:29] Ranzum: mesti ada nyer yang murah
[02:12:29] Setan[X]: aku tokey dunia apa
[02:12:31] Setan[X]: :P
[02:12:35] Steelburn: hehehe
[02:12:36] Ranzum: low bajet
[02:12:47] Steelburn: low bajet.. cremate aje idup2.
[02:13:11] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:13:14] Steelburn: hantar ke matari pun... kena kos.
[02:13:22] Steelburn: buat apa kluarkan kos atas apa yg ko tak dpt untung.
[02:13:23] Ranzum: saper nak beli air kena beli ngan aku
[02:13:26] Ranzum: aku tokey air
[02:13:32] Setan[X]: tak kira la tokey apa
[02:13:38] Setan[X]: semua bank in kat aku lar
[02:13:54] Setan[X]: satu tapak ko bejalan 3sen
[02:13:54] Ranzum: apahal lak
[02:14:00] Setan[X]: sbb aku tokey dunia
[02:14:01] Steelburn: giler mahal.
[02:14:01] Setan[X]: :P
[02:14:05] Setan[X]: hahahaha
[02:14:07] Ranzum: ntah
[02:14:14] Setan[X]: kalau la kan
[02:14:18] Ranzum: pindah marikh ler
[02:14:20] Steelburn: aku mesti nak kaber kos aku bayar kat ko.. jadi aku caj boleh tahan gak ler.
[02:14:24] Steelburn: satu sedutan.. 3 sen
[02:14:31] Setan[X]: ye la
[02:14:36] Setan[X]: 3 sen tu murah la
[02:14:40] Setan[X]: kawan2nya harga
[02:14:43] Ranzum: aku satu titik 2 sen
[02:14:46] Ranzum: hehehe
[02:14:49] Steelburn: hmm.. aku pun murah kot...
[02:14:49] Setan[X]: orang lain aku charge 1 sen ja satu tapak
[02:14:54] Ranzum: promotion price
[02:14:57] Setan[X]: hahaha
[02:15:09] Setan[X]: aku charge korang 3 sen
[02:15:13] Steelburn: aku cuma bagi promotion utk sepital2 aje...
[02:15:16] Setan[X]: korang charge orang lain mahal lagi
[02:15:21] Steelburn: diorang bayar 1/2 sen utk satu sedutan
[02:15:24] Setan[X]: apa la
[02:15:35] Setan[X]: sbb aku tokey
[02:15:40] Setan[X]: air free, oksigen free
[02:15:40] Ranzum: aku satu titik air 2 sen
[02:15:42] Ranzum: hahaha
[02:15:43] Ranzum: kaya aku
[02:15:46] Setan[X]: all resource free
[02:15:47] Setan[X]: ya ya
[02:15:52] Ranzum: satu gelas ada berapa titik
[02:15:55] Setan[X]: kita kumpul duit
[02:15:57] Setan[X]: konker pluto
[02:15:59] Setan[X]: hahah
[02:16:25] Steelburn: hmm.. pluto banyak ais..
[02:16:29] Setan[X]: ya
[02:16:31] * redtzm_85 tgk para bacelor berangan2.. lalala~
[02:16:40] Setan[X]: kita buleh cairkan jual kat bumi
[02:16:45] Setan[X]: aku suplier ais
[02:16:49] Setan[X]: Ranzum dealer
[02:17:02] Setan[X]: ko tukang ketuk ais tu Setan[X]
[02:17:03] Setan[X]: eh
[02:17:05] Setan[X]: Steelburn
[02:17:06] Setan[X]: :D
[02:17:20] Setan[X]: lepas tu buleh kita biak kutu byk2 kat pluto
[02:17:21] Ranzum: erk
[02:17:23] Ranzum: apalak
[02:17:33] Steelburn: hmm.. kutu mahal..
[02:17:36] Ranzum: semua resource air aku handle
[02:17:37] Steelburn: supplier third party
[02:17:39] Ranzum: mana leh kongsi
[02:17:47] Setan[X]: woo
[02:17:54] Setan[X]: ni wajibul send to sun dia nih
[02:18:04] Setan[X]: Steelburn ko amik alih water
[02:18:32] Steelburn: kalau aku amik alih.. aku buat promotion.. air FOC
[02:18:39] Steelburn: aku caj kat oksigen yg guna nak buat air tu aje
[02:18:45] Setan[X]: hahaha
[02:19:00] Setan[X]: aku charge kat mana laut yg ada air
[02:19:02] Setan[X]: sbb byk pakai tanah
[02:19:03] Setan[X]: hahaha
[02:19:07] Setan[X]: pokai gak ko Ranzum
[02:19:19] Setan[X]: 70% bumi air konker
[02:19:28] Setan[X]: dah bapa juta kilometer dia kaber
[02:19:32] Ranzum: hah
[02:19:36] Ranzum: 70%
[02:19:37] Ranzum: apalak
[02:19:38] Setan[X]: satu meter persegi aku charge rm3
[02:19:46] Setan[X]: bayar2
[02:20:12] Steelburn: hmm.. tenat ranzum
[02:20:16] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:20:24] Ranzum: nak calculate dulu
[02:20:24] Setan[X]: for u Ranzum i wont use any plane for journey to sun
[02:20:33] Setan[X]: tembak roket nuklear direct masuk matahari
[02:20:34] * Ranzum slaps Setan[X] around a bit with a large trout
[02:20:41] Setan[X]: kalkulate la
[02:20:45] Setan[X]: yg aku tau aku lagi kaya
[02:21:20] Setan[X]: gila bored
[02:21:27] Setan[X]: leh lak fantasi pelik2
[02:21:36] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:21:39] Ranzum: takper
[02:21:47] Ranzum: mana tau nanti jadi kenyataan
[02:21:58] Ranzum: tu pun kalau ko idup lagi 200 tahun nanti
[02:22:15] Setan[X]: itu pon tuuuu
[02:22:18] Setan[X]: macam kalau
[02:22:24] Setan[X]: apa2 pon leh jadi
[02:22:28] Ranzum: hmm
[02:22:29] Setan[X]: stick to reality dah
[02:22:31] Ranzum: tu gak tu
[02:22:43] Ranzum: reality nyer tak best
[02:22:44] Setan[X]: 60 65 umo konsider stendby to check out
[02:22:46] Setan[X]: haha
[02:22:54] Ranzum: reality nyer ko tak der duit
[02:22:59] Setan[X]: ya
[02:23:07] Ranzum: kakakak
[02:23:23] Steelburn: itu standby
[02:23:29] Steelburn: yg tak sempat standby takmo kira?
[02:23:34] Setan[X]: haha
[02:23:40] Setan[X]: kira purata lar
[02:24:14] * Joins: asrull (~diva@61.6.166.28)
[02:24:21] Steelburn: kalau purata.. 40 tahun ler.
[02:24:29] Steelburn: sebab kadar eksiden kat malaysia ni tinggi
[02:24:31] Setan[X]: lebih lar
[02:24:31] Steelburn: kekeke
[02:24:35] Setan[X]: ehehee
[02:24:41] Steelburn: lebih ramai drpd jumlah casualty kat iraq
[02:24:50] Setan[X]: haha
[02:24:56] Ranzum: yer ker tinggi eksiden
[02:25:04] Ranzum: tinggi lagi kat ny kot
[02:25:22] * Parts: asrull (~diva@61.6.166.28)
[02:25:41] Steelburn: ny?
[02:26:01] Ranzum: New York
[02:26:06] Setan[X]: mana info hang amik ni Ranzum
[02:26:20] Ranzum: ntah
[02:26:20] Setan[X]: cuba hang tgk cara orang putih berenti kat trafic light ngan cara orang kita
[02:26:23] Ranzum: aku tanya korang
[02:26:31] Ranzum: ada beza ker
[02:26:39] Setan[X]: orang kita ada yg berenti dekat2 dah nak tgh jalan
[02:26:40] Setan[X]: haha
[02:26:49] Setan[X]: org putih kemas ja
[02:26:53] Setan[X]: orang kita kalut
[02:27:17] Ranzum: yerlah
[02:27:26] Steelburn: :-)
[02:27:32] Ranzum: sebab orang putih standby awal nak tekan minyak
[02:27:32] Steelburn: org kita ni.. bersopan santun..
[02:27:37] Steelburn: tapi suka terlajak
[02:27:40] Setan[X]: haha
[02:27:41] Ranzum: bila jer green light
[02:27:55] Setan[X]: kuning is tekan minyak rapat ke lantai
[02:28:06] Setan[X]: merah tunggu sepuluh saat sebelum brek
[02:28:19] Setan[X]: hijau tukar ke high gear dan pecut selajunya
[02:28:19] Ranzum: hahaha
[02:28:48] Setan[X]: tak kurang mamat moto yg dah tak tahu apa kod lampu
[02:28:48] Steelburn: ahahaha... quite true
[02:28:52] redtzm_85: kalau tukar high gear.. camne kenderaan nak gerak.. guna low gear dulu la.. gear 1...
[02:29:07] Setan[X]: bijak la ko redtzm_85
[02:29:11] Setan[X]: bagi salamtak sampuk
[02:29:13] * Joins: asrull (~diva@61.6.166.28)
[02:29:14] * ChanServ sets mode: +o asrull
[02:29:17] * Parts: asrull (~diva@61.6.166.28)
[02:29:18] Setan[X]: gilis ngan kebod kang
[02:29:26] redtzm_85: tu baru nyampuk namanye
[02:29:28] redtzm_85: ekeke
[02:29:35] Setan[X]: andaikan dah ler
[02:29:56] Steelburn: hmm..
[02:30:01] Steelburn: tapi ada benarnya..
[02:30:01] Setan[X]: tak kurang mamat moto kita yg dah tak tahu apa kod lampu
[02:30:16] redtzm_85: k lar.. nak tido.. saje je nyampuk nih.. kelopak mata dah berat..
[02:30:23] redtzm_85: take care all..
[02:30:24] redtzm_85: assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh
[02:30:24] Setan[X]: merah is kumpul kawan2 ramai dan teruskan pejalanan
[02:30:24] Steelburn: budaya org kita kat traffic light dan jalan raya ni menakutkan pelancong ( dan pelencong )
[02:30:26] Setan[X]: ws
[02:30:31] * Ranzum slaps redtzm_85 around a bit with a large trout
[02:30:32] Setan[X]: ya
[02:30:32] Steelburn: ws
[02:30:34] Ranzum: mana ko pegi
[02:30:42] Ranzum: ws
[02:30:58] Setan[X]: memandu kenderaan sekarang perlu dibekalakan dengan topi keselamatan dan tambahan tali pinggang keliling badan
[02:31:08] Setan[X]: kalau boleh balut diri kat kerusi
[02:31:10] Steelburn: kekeke
[02:31:16] Ranzum: itu kalau keter
[02:31:18] Steelburn: tak selamat gak
[02:31:23] Ranzum: kalau mat moto mcm aku ni
[02:31:34] Ranzum: samer jer
[02:31:44] Ranzum: melanggar pun sakit..di langgar lagi haru
[02:31:48] Setan[X]: ya
[02:31:58] Setan[X]: sbb apa
[02:32:03] Setan[X]: sbb orang kita
[02:32:21] Ranzum: orang kita...ganu kiter
[02:32:25] Setan[X]: aku la ni nak bawak keta pon takut
[02:32:44] Steelburn: jgn ko bawak keta.. biar keta bawak ko...
[02:32:48] Steelburn: maybe lebih selamat.
[02:32:50] Steelburn: :-)
[02:32:50] Setan[X]: haha
[02:33:01] Ranzum: hahah
[02:33:07] Setan[X]: tu alamat
[02:33:08] Ranzum: kureng tul steel
[02:33:20] Setan[X]: keta aku akan naik keta orang or masuk dalam longkang
[02:33:26] Steelburn: betul ler..
[02:33:34] Steelburn: biar keta bawak ko.. ko cuma pandu aje
[02:33:44] Setan[X]: ya bijak
[02:33:52] Setan[X]: siotnya statement
[02:33:53] Setan[X]: khekhekhe
[02:34:00] Ranzum: kahahahaha
[02:34:08] Steelburn: :-P
[02:34:25] Steelburn: cuba pk.. lembu bawak keta camne?
[02:34:30] Steelburn: tu yg jadi keta lembu
[02:34:33] Ranzum: bawak treller best
[02:34:41] Ranzum: kena langgar...
[02:34:42] Setan[X]: treller satu
[02:34:43] Ranzum: ilek jer
[02:34:54] Ranzum: kakaka
[02:34:57] Ranzum: kureng tul
[02:35:07] Setan[X]: selepas melanggar sesuatu sila tekan minyak dahulu sebelum membrek
[02:35:20] Setan[X]: pastikan apa yg dilanggar benar2 dilanggar baru berhenti
[02:35:50] Ranzum: wuit
[02:35:53] Ranzum: apa da
[02:35:55] Setan[X]: jgn potong lori sebelum menyedarkan pemandu lori anda di belakang
[02:36:01] Steelburn: pastikan apa yg dilanggar 'selamat', iaitu sudah berada di belakang...
[02:36:21] Setan[X]: pastikan anda cuba menyedarkan anda disedari oleh pemandu lori sebelum memotong
[02:36:22] Ranzum: kalau teheret
[02:36:25] Ranzum: sapa jer
[02:36:35] Setan[X]: yaaa steel
[02:36:42] Setan[X]: tu hakikat Ranzum
[02:36:54] Setan[X]: driver lori jarang pk orang lain
[02:37:01] Steelburn: setuju
[02:37:10] Ranzum: hmm
[02:37:12] Setan[X]: dah bepuluh kali aku cuba memotong lari macam nak potong keta lumba
[02:37:13] Ranzum: tak juga
[02:37:16] Setan[X]: dia ke kiri ke kanan
[02:37:27] Ranzum: kekadang tu...driver lori dah ok
[02:37:33] Setan[X]: tak kurang beberapa bijik batu dan kayu yg sering terbang ke muka
[02:37:35] Ranzum: tapi sebab lori yang dia bawak dah uzur
[02:37:41] Ranzum: ialah
[02:37:41] Steelburn: roadsign kat highway pun dah kena tukar.. kenderaan berat bergerak di kanan, kenderaan kecik bagi laluan
[02:37:45] Ranzum: malaysia punya law
[02:37:57] Ranzum: 30 tahun punyer kereta pun leh bawak lagi
[02:38:11] Ranzum: selagi leh hidup enjinlah katakan
[02:38:25] Setan[X]: ataupun kan steel
[02:38:31] Steelburn: bercakap pasal batu yg jatuh.. sib baik aku pakai visor.. kalau tak.. aku rasa.. ilang ensem dah.
[02:38:36] Setan[X]: jgn risau kerana kenderaan berat mampu membuat laluan
[02:38:42] Steelburn: ahahhaa..
[02:38:51] Setan[X]: pastikan kenderaan anda begerak lurus dan besedia dia luruskan
[02:38:52] Setan[X]: hahaha
[02:38:52] Steelburn: k gak tu Setan[X]
[02:39:19] Setan[X]: pelik
[02:39:20] Setan[X]: dah la laju
[02:39:23] Setan[X]: nak potong tak bagi
[02:39:27] Setan[X]: brek ikut suka hati
[02:39:47] Setan[X]: kuar masuk jalan ikut dia punya hati
[02:39:58] Setan[X]: kalau kecik takpa kita langgaq terbang melayang cam kotak
[02:40:00] Setan[X]: ni tak
[02:40:13] * Steelburn cadangkan stiker baru kat lori: [No. telefon LPKP: 1-800-xxxx, sila telefon jika saya memperlahankan kenderaan saya sesuka hati]
[02:40:17] Setan[X]: abeh peyek kalau langgar tayar dia ja pon
[02:40:25] Setan[X]: haha
[02:40:38] Setan[X]: aku raya dua tahun lepas
[02:40:42] Setan[X]: betul2 hari raya
[02:40:45] Steelburn: hmm
[02:40:52] Setan[X]: lori bawak bab* atas jalan raya
[02:40:56] Setan[X]: tak katuk
[02:41:02] Setan[X]: habes terbang semua #$^#%&%&
[02:41:06] Setan[X]: sapa mo jawab?
[02:41:08] Steelburn: ahaha..
[02:41:13] Steelburn: tahun ni pun dah ada ler.
[02:41:14] Setan[X]: tapi takpa la
[02:41:17] Setan[X]: kering sama kering
[02:41:19] Ranzum: kalau letak stiker
[02:41:25] Steelburn: lori terbalik dan menda tu berkeliaran kat highway
[02:41:25] Ranzum: leh jalan ker
[02:41:28] Setan[X]: tapi nak ja aku bunuh dirver tu masa tu gak
[02:41:39] Setan[X]: ko tgk yg lates
[02:41:41] Ranzum: tu semua sikap pemandu dan bender yang di pandu kot
[02:41:45] Ranzum: kalau dah usur sangat tu
[02:41:46] Ranzum: masalah
[02:41:50] Setan[X]: student kena peyek dengan besi buruk tuh
[02:41:57] Setan[X]: kes naya ja
[02:42:01] Setan[X]: bawak tak patut2
[02:42:14] Setan[X]: lori kecik nak angkut satu kilang
[02:42:33] Setan[X]: gila kesian budak tu
[02:42:37] Setan[X]: moto kena hempap
[02:42:44] Setan[X]: tak pasai2 ja
[02:42:45] Ranzum: ish
[02:42:53] Ranzum: takmo bacalah
[02:42:56] Ranzum: ngeri
[02:43:01] Setan[X]: cet
[02:43:04] Setan[X]: macam pompuan
[02:43:19] Setan[X]: tu hang tak tgk gambaq kepala orang kena gilis lori
[02:43:26] Setan[X]: mamat naik beskal ja pon
[02:43:32] Setan[X]: tak pasai2
[02:43:49] * Ranzum pemandu berhemah
[02:43:51] Setan[X]: reality pemandu dia malaysia
[02:44:13] Setan[X]: aku po ketegori pemandi kalut
[02:44:15] Setan[X]: hehehe
[02:44:18] Setan[X]: tapi apa nak buat
[02:44:21] Setan[X]: aku jenis sharp
[02:44:24] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:45:18] Setan[X]: patut camni ja tau
[02:45:24] Setan[X]: tadak lampu terus
[02:45:32] Setan[X]: kat simpang2 buat fly over
[02:45:47] Steelburn: ha ah..
[02:45:47] Setan[X]: bawak lah kenderaan anda tampa berhenti
[02:46:09] Setan[X]: tapi lepas tu
[02:46:15] Setan[X]: kes langgar tiang fly over lak
[02:46:22] Setan[X]: tak kurang yg terbang keluar dari fly over
[02:46:23] Setan[X]: hahahaha
[02:46:34] Ranzum: tu sebab laju sangat tu
[02:46:48] Steelburn: ahahaha... lawak tul.
[02:47:04] Setan[X]: awas, jambatan dihadapan, lajukan kederaan! pastikan kederaan ada terangkat sekurang2nya 4 meter dari jalan
[02:47:14] Setan[X]: aku penah tgk atas highway
[02:47:17] Setan[X]: keta wira
[02:47:28] Setan[X]: lompat divider
[02:47:30] Setan[X]: masuk sungai
[02:47:34] Setan[X]: kesnya
[02:47:35] Ranzum: wira takper lagi
[02:47:37] Setan[X]: super laju
[02:47:39] Ranzum: ni kancil ni
[02:47:40] Ranzum: apa citer
[02:47:41] Setan[X]: tayar pecah
[02:47:43] Setan[X]: hahahaha
[02:47:47] Ranzum: kecik2 pun nak tekan gak
[02:47:52] Setan[X]: biasa
[02:47:55] Setan[X]: keta ku kancil
[02:48:06] Setan[X]: tapi awas enginenya boeing 777
[02:48:08] Setan[X]: haha
[02:48:29] Ranzum: ahaks
[02:48:34] Ranzum: berat ke enjin jer lah
[02:48:44] Setan[X]: ala
[02:48:47] Setan[X]: buat pie la apa pon
[02:49:01] Setan[X]: yg penting kena educate orang ja
[02:49:10] Setan[X]: patut wajibul uni bawak kenderaan
[02:49:15] Setan[X]: 4 ijazah
[02:49:20] Setan[X]: must 4.0 pointer
[02:49:21] Setan[X]: haha
[02:49:29] Setan[X]: grad kuaq beli la apa nak
[02:49:30] Ranzum: kakaka
[02:49:32] Setan[X]: keta kebai ka
[02:49:34] Ranzum: giler
[02:49:38] Setan[X]: dan pon
[02:49:46] Steelburn: takleh gak.
[02:49:48] Setan[X]: sekolah tentera cara nak memandu di jalan raya
[02:49:56] Ranzum: suruh masuk cenel ni
[02:50:01] Setan[X]: tapikan
[02:50:02] Ranzum: cenel bacelor
[02:50:03] Steelburn: budak uni grad 4 pointer pun lum tentu succeed dlm idup
[02:50:04] Ranzum: bawak kenderaan
[02:50:07] Setan[X]: aku ada satu idea best
[02:50:27] Setan[X]: letak ja electric shocker kat seat semua kenderaan
[02:50:32] Setan[X]: lebih 60 kmj
[02:50:36] Setan[X]: kejut
[02:50:39] Setan[X]: tak bagi signal
[02:50:40] Setan[X]: kejut
[02:50:46] Setan[X]: hand brek kejut
[02:50:47] Setan[X]: hahahaha
[02:51:07] Ranzum: ish
[02:51:14] Ranzum: tu lagilah buat tegolek tu
[02:51:16] Ranzum: tak leh
[02:51:20] Setan[X]: bolehhh
[02:51:27] Ranzum: pada ko
[02:51:30] Setan[X]: awal2 ja tegolek
[02:51:34] Ranzum: yang dah lama bawak keter
[02:51:37] Ranzum: yang bebaru
[02:51:42] Ranzum: mana leh kawal keta
[02:51:53] Setan[X]: masuk kelas
[02:51:59] Setan[X]: practical sebulan
[02:52:01] Setan[X]: haha
[02:52:24] Setan[X]: setahun pekenal polis trafic leh lupuskan speedy cam
[02:52:29] Ranzum: giler punyer idea
[02:52:32] Setan[X]: hahahahaha
[02:52:40] Setan[X]: dah pemandu mesia pon dah gila
[02:52:42] Setan[X]: sesuai la
[02:52:43] Ranzum: tak leh ganti sammy vellu ko ni
[02:52:52] Setan[X]: sammy mana tau
[02:52:55] Setan[X]: orang bawak keta kat dia
[02:53:01] Setan[X]: dia lampu pon lansung tak berenti
[02:53:05] Setan[X]: ko ingat dia kisah ka
[02:53:08] Ranzum: hahah
[02:53:12] Setan[X]: dia pie mana2 polis kiri kanan
[02:53:17] Setan[X]: op merah la
[02:53:19] Setan[X]: aiyo tambi
[02:53:25] Setan[X]: kasi sekat itu jalan la
[02:53:34] Setan[X]: kasi ama appa jalan dulu
[02:53:38] Setan[X]: amma sari
[02:53:42] Ranzum: wakakaka
[02:53:44] Ranzum: wei
[02:53:52] Ranzum: sakit perut aku gelak wei
[02:54:01] Setan[X]: aku tak gelak pon
[02:54:13] Setan[X]: lemah la ang nih
[02:54:13] Setan[X]: dah la
[02:54:14] Setan[X]: aku nak away
[02:54:16] Setan[X]: taaaa~
[02:54:23] * Setan[X] is now known as GhostRider
[02:54:46] Steelburn: ok.. aku pun nak away...
[02:54:48] Steelburn: a'kum
[02:55:24] Ranzum: oklah
[02:55:28] Ranzum: semua nak away
[02:55:31] Ranzum: aku nak tido

Trouble : Shot Down

2004-11-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

[mood: relieved]
[listening to: the hisses of the aircond next to me]

My dearest Blog,

I am writing from a computer in Unipipes (M) Sdn Bhd.

I am relieved at last. Wow! This is really relieving. At last I can give a sincere smile, after these two to three days. We have identified another problem with the server at Unipipes, where my Eggdrop IRC bots Artakus, Arkus, Azkram and Herakos are located. The culprit was their newly-installed Windows 2000 Server, installed by another contractor. Curses on them. Hahaha!

All my configuration was actually working fine all this while. Curses on the the other contractor! Curses on them. Hahaha!

Bye Blog. I want to go back home.

I'm tired

2004-11-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

[mood: dammit!]
[listening to: i don't want to listen to anything]

redtzm_96: assalamualaikum..
lynx79: w'salam warahmatullah.
redtzm_96: busy? tension?
lynx79: ha ah..
lynx79: mana tau?
redtzm_96: lain macam je kat channel.. tau la..
lynx79: hmm...
lynx79: lebih kurang ler red.
lynx79: kepala pening... serabut
redtzm_96: nak kongsi?
lynx79: hmm.. biasa jerk red.
lynx79: kerja nyer pasal.
lynx79: network problem.. dr sblm raya.
lynx79: tu yg artakus ilang timbul tu
lynx79: steel gi tengok.
redtzm_96: owh..
lynx79: dah resolve sebahagian.. pastu dia dtg balik.
lynx79: WinXP makes trouble.
lynx79: sh*t
redtzm_96: erk.. why?
lynx79: byk sgt spyware, trojan.. yg lepas masuk dlm winxp kat site tu.
redtzm_96: xde firewall?
lynx79: firewall pun tak guna red.
lynx79: sebab internal attack.
redtzm_96: uiks
lynx79: bukan attack dari luar.
redtzm_96: camne lak tu?
lynx79: router buffer overflow
redtzm_96: owh..
lynx79: ada broadcast storm dr dlm intranet
redtzm_96: aiseh
lynx79: dah pening nak identify...
lynx79: letak router.. tak sampai 5 minit.. hang.
lynx79: hardware router hang
redtzm_96: mak aih..
lynx79: steel bawak router/modem steel tadik.. lepas initialise ngan switch.. hang terus.
redtzm_96: dah upgrade SP2?
lynx79: campo2 red.
lynx79: ada xp sp2, sp1, win98
redtzm_96: ler
lynx79: sp2 sp1 sama aje..
lynx79: ada lebih kurang 40 pcs kat entire site.
lynx79: tak campo laptops.
redtzm_96: hmm.. sama ke? red tanye kat #irchelp.. sp2 to more to network
lynx79: hmm...
lynx79: mmg.
lynx79: tapi sp2 pun byk hole.
lynx79: remember sasser?
redtzm_96: yeap
lynx79: kan ada error shutdown within 60 secs.
lynx79: supposedly sp2 dah fix that hole.
lynx79: tapi.. sp2 pun masih dpt menda tu...
lynx79: rasa nak sumpah seranah microsoft.
lynx79: huhuhu
redtzm_96: ekekke
redtzm_96: jangan sumpah seranah microsoft.. sumpah seranah bill gates je..
lynx79: they fix a hole by digging a few more.
redtzm_96: uiks
lynx79: correction: hella lot more
redtzm_96: hehe~
redtzm_96: so.. mean.. SP2 lagi teruk la ek?
lynx79: hmm..
lynx79: not better.
lynx79: looks better but not better.
lynx79: steel dah uninstall sp2 kat pc ni
lynx79: tak sanggup sumpah seranah org.
redtzm_96: ekeke
lynx79: pening kepala...
lynx79: huhuhu
redtzm_96: lek2
lynx79: semalam sehari suntuk.. kul 9 malam baru sampai umah.
lynx79: kluar kul 10 pagi.
redtzm_96: uiks
redtzm_96: melampaunya
lynx79: berlari2 kat dlm kilang tu..
redtzm_96: erk
redtzm_96: xpe.. exercise skit
lynx79: yer la.. kena gi tengok kat semua pc...
redtzm_96: ekeke
lynx79: pastu.. diorang pun nak buat kerja gak.
lynx79: macam2.
lynx79: pastu tekanan sebab diorang takleh onlinelagik.
lynx79: sbb diorang nyer bisnes dah jadikan internet sebagai keperluan.
redtzm_96: hmm
lynx79: nak dptkan pelepasan kastam.. kena online.
lynx79: nak communicate ngan clients.. online.
lynx79: ngan contractors.. online..
redtzm_96: mak aih.. almost 90%.. pelu online
lynx79: yeah.
lynx79: tak online.. tak jadi kerja.
redtzm_96: erm
lynx79: setiap sejam diorang rugi 6K
redtzm_96: uiks
redtzm_96: mak aih
lynx79: tu penangan tak online
redtzm_96: banyak giler
lynx79: kalau tak silap setiap sejam.. kalau silap.. setiap 10 minit.
lynx79: semalam GM dia cakap.
redtzm_96: sekarang ni macam mana? dorang still online ke?
lynx79: tak online.
lynx79: problem steel cakap tu ler.
redtzm_96: steel.. masih lagi tgh identify prob ke?
lynx79: tak larat pk dah red.
lynx79: sampai steel ingat.. infection yg kena kat network tu... microsoft pun belum identify.,
lynx79: even antivirus pun tak detect.
redtzm_96: uiks
redtzm_96: mmg kerja orang dalam la nampaknya
lynx79: adaware scanner pun tak solve
lynx79: nak solve sebijik dua bijik.. bila sambung ke network, infected balik.
lynx79: nak solve semua sekaligus.. impossible.. ada yg bawak balik pc
lynx79: ramai yg pakai laptop
redtzm_96: uiks
redtzm_96: pc sendiri ke?
lynx79: takkan nak tinggal menda tu lepas opis hour
lynx79: nak solve masa opis hour sekaligus.. kilang... mana leh.
lynx79: uwaaa...
lynx79: nak nangih
lynx79: mmg nak nangis.
lynx79: kena shutdown kilang.. pastu quarantin setiap pc/server.. baru leh ni kot
lynx79: tah ler.
lynx79: esok steel nak try cara terakhir.
lynx79: kalau takleh gak... steel nangih
redtzm_96: erk
lynx79: takde router yg sanggup terima storm begitu teruk.
lynx79: diorang pakai high-end switch.. ada sambung ngan optic fibre...
lynx79: sblm ni partner steel pegi tengok.. dia tak pasan.
lynx79: steel pegi.. tengok network utilization..
lynx79: every 2 seconds.. naik 100% for 1 split second.. then down.
lynx79: ulang...
redtzm_96: mak aih..
lynx79: menda tu.. silap haribulan akan damage semua network hardware.
redtzm_96: erm..
lynx79: steel nyer router/modem yg bawak tadik.. sampai umah.. kena reset.. kena delete config lama.. dan reconfig balik.. baru leh pakai.
redtzm_96: uiks
redtzm_96: giler nyer..
lynx79: uwaaaa... nak nangih!!!
lynx79: kami dah tukar 3 routers, 4 modems.
lynx79: ingat router prob.
lynx79: ingat modem prob
redtzm_96: abis tuh?
lynx79: steel rasa problem taktau la berape ratus.
lynx79: huhuhu
lynx79: satu demi satu cuba fix ni..
lynx79: satu demi satu kong.
lynx79: menda ni baru jerk...
lynx79: dlm bulan pose hari tu start buat hal.
lynx79: red pun pasan kan.. bila artakus start hilang?
redtzm_96: erm
redtzm_96: ye
lynx79: tu ler time menda ni start.
redtzm_96: owh

2004-11-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

[mood: raye ]
[listening to: Save Me ]
[current project: http://www.trustay.com ]

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.

Hari ni hari kedua Aidilfitri. Semalam.. selepas sembahyang raya.. memang aku tak ke mana. Sekadar berada di rumah bersama adik-adik. Cuaca hujan. Sekejap-sekejap hujan. Kalau tak hujan lebat -- panas terik.

Alasan!!!

Hahaha.. biasa.. biasa....

Anyway.. Selamat Hari Raya Fitrah kepada semua yang pernah mengucap dua kalimah syahadah dengan ikhlas dan masih berpegang kepada kalimah tauhid tersebut.

Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan

2004-11-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

Welcome to My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

this is my life....:-)

Isteri Solehah

2004-11-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Isteri Solehah Isteri Solehah

( 1 )
Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata, penawar hati, penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri, di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu, dia penunjuk jalan

( ulang 1 )

Pandangan kita diperteguhkan
Menjadikan kita tetap pendirian
Ilmu yang diberi dapat disimpan
Kita lupa, dia mengingatkan

( ulang 1 )

Nasihat kita dijadikan pakaian
Silap kita, dia betulkan
Penghibur di waktu kesunyian
Terasa ramai bila bersamanya

( korus )
Dia umpama tongkat si buta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan

( ulang 1 )
( ulang korus )"

p/s: Bestkan.. bila hayati lagu ni...

2004-11-05T13:28:00.000+08:00

Join ler Hi5... Eden tgh membina network dlm Hi5 lak.. selain myspace ngan friendster.

Posted by Hello

2004-11-05T04:02:00.000+08:00

Third design change for GettingReady.BIZ Version 2 website.Gonna stick for a while. I don't have the skill for constant makeup change

Posted by Hello

2004-10-31T06:29:00.000+08:00

This is the logo of the project I'm working on. Trustay. Soon... Trustay International. Please do visit the site and give your interpretation of trustay.
Posted by Hello

2004-10-31T06:11:00.000+08:00

Information for the rest of you... I'm trying out a nice P2P Radio Sharing, namely mercora. Try it out... and don't forget to add me into your friend list. I'm using my Hotmail account knizam @ hotmail . com (remove the space)
Posted by Hello

2004-10-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

Lokasi sekitar Sri Petaling/Bukit Jalil.. untuk rujukan bagi gathering #kanak2ribena dan channel2 jemputan yg lain... pada 4 Disember 2004 kelak. Semua dijemput hadir.
Posted by Hello

2004-10-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

My IQ score, as indicated from the test taken.
Posted by Hello

2004-10-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

I did an IQ test at http://www.iqtest.dk/main.swf today. Result: According to the test... my IQ is 126. Ahh.. that'd be within my range. :-) I usually just do an IQ test once for each. This one.. it's relatively a tough one. I can say... "Wow!"
Posted by Hello

2004-10-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

Gambar lama gak ni... tgh makan sushi... actually dah lama tak tulis blog.. I intentionally skip blogging for a while. Sekarang dah bulan puasa... terasa nak jugak post something. Dah lama jugak tak menulis blog dalam bahasa ibunda. Maaf.
Posted by Hello

PRETENDERS � ( I'll Stand by You Lyrics )

2004-10-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

PRETENDERS( I'll Stand by You Lyrics )

"Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you"

2004-09-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. terjumpa pulak sekeping gambar yg aku ambil semasa berkhemah ngan ex-students kat Pantai Keracut. Gambar masa senja. Bila tengok-tengok balik... banyak erti yang tersirat dalam gambar ni.
Posted by Hello

2004-09-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. first pic to my rant page.. sent using Hello and taken using my webcam. The pic is blurry. Not enough lighting, I guess. Nevermind. I'm quite out of sync today.
Posted by Hello

SIAPA DI HATIMU (lirik)

2004-08-04T17:29:00.000+08:00

Siapa Di Hatimu

Terasa bagai ditusuk sembilu bisa
Pedihnya entah bila akan terhenti
Berkasih di rimba asmara berapi
Terbakar hanya ku sendiri
Oh mengapa?...

Kemana hilang janji dan sumpah setia
Kemana tumpah selaut harum kasturi
Apakah mungkin kan terulang kembali
Asyiknya cinta bagai dulu?
Atau serapuhnya mimpi yang pulang pagi?

Semakin ingin aku lupakan
Dan semakin bayang wajahmu kan menjelma
Dimana kah puncanya derita
Ku sendiri tidak pasti, sayang.

Siapa merebut seri cinta
Waktu aku buka jendela
Dikeheningan pagi indah

Siapa sejambak mawar merah
Harum dikamar hatimu
Hingga diriku disingkirkan

Redup senja dikaki malam
Menghilangkan warnai lalang
Dan cinta kini bagaikan berkasihan mimpi

Lagu ciptaan : Wan Zul
Lirik : Siso
Nyanyian: Rahmat

I'm a Creep

2004-07-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

[mood: swinging]
[listening to: Radiohead - Creep ]
[current project: ]

Creep
Radiohead

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so very special
But I 'm a creep, I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
She's running out again
She's running out ....
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL

2004-07-23T03:26:00.000+08:00

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL (Air Supply)

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where I find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where I touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose

And I know the night is fading
And I know the time’s gonna fly
And I’m never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you
But I know I’ve got to give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to pain
I know all the rules and then I know how to break’em
And then I always know the name of the game

But I don’t know how to leave you
And I’ll never let you fall
And I don’t know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it’s lost
And it’s looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it ‘cause everything I know
Well, it’s nothing ‘till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock

I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that’s ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone

But I’m never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl ?
And I’m never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love
Out of nothing at all...

2004-07-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

[mood: i feel blessed]
[listening to: my heart]

: napa tak layan channel wakk
Steelburn: kalau confirm okay... steel layan cenel aa..
Steelburn: kekeke
Steelburn: no la.. actually tgh pk nak tulis apa kat blog ni.
Steelburn: hari ni ada dua kecelakaan menimpa...
Steelburn: then, bila setiap satu tu datang.. datang pula bantuan.
Steelburn: terpk2...
: oooo
Steelburn: Tuhan x penah lupakan hambanya.. walau hambanya sering melupakan Tuannya.
: apa dia
Steelburn: terasa bersyukur kerana x complain ngan Tuhan...
Steelburn: rasa syukur sbb bertawakal.
Steelburn: best nyer perasaan.
: apa yg berlaku
Steelburn: how does it feel when you're in distress.. and there comes help?
Steelburn: camni..
Steelburn: tadi steel pegi perlis.
Steelburn: gi ngan moto aje..
Steelburn: melawat adik yg kat KUKUM.
: napa tak naik keta
Steelburn: naik moto ler jimat.
Steelburn: kakaka
Steelburn: takyah tol..
Steelburn: petrol pun jimat.
Steelburn: okay.. nak dengar citer tak?
: ok
Steelburn: steel pegi ngan adik bongsu (lelaki).. nak melawat adik pompuan.
Steelburn: pegi kejap aje ler... sbb dia ada kelas ganti la plak.
Steelburn: citer start on the way back.
Steelburn: steel biasa guna jalan balik semula ke penang via alor setaq.
: ok
Steelburn: then, kali ni nak try ler plak jalan lain... ikut bukit kayu hitam.
Steelburn: tgh bawak moto tu...
Steelburn: tetiba rasa lain macam aje..
: ?
Steelburn: check punya check.. angin dah nak abis.
:
Steelburn: so.. bawak ler slow2.. dlm 70km/h aje...
Steelburn: Pang pang! melotup lak.
Steelburn: terhoyong hayang den.
Steelburn: gabra gak.
:
Steelburn: sbb tempat takde rumah... jln baru.
Steelburn: on the way tadi.. mmg takde rumah pun.
Steelburn: nak turn back.. jauh.. nak teruskan pun jauh.
Steelburn: ngan moto angin takde.
Steelburn: huhuhu
Steelburn: pusing kiri-kanan..
:
Steelburn: tetiba nampak plak sebuah bengkel moto.. sebuah dia aje... takde kedai lain.
Steelburn: waah... rasa bersyukur giler.
:
Steelburn: siap repair... kitorang teruskan journey...
Steelburn: mmg lepas tu kalau kitorang terlajak.. takde rumah for at least 20KM.
:
Steelburn: yg bagusnye.. tiub tu betul2 kong.. elok2 aje dekat bengkel.
Steelburn: naper tidak sebelumnya?
Steelburn: naper tidak selepasnya?
Steelburn: -- abis part one ---
Steelburn:
:
Steelburn: tu ler.. Tuhan dah plan siap2.
Steelburn: bila kita tawakal.. tak mengharap pada yg lain...
:
Steelburn: Tuhan datangkan bantuannya dlm keadaan yg kita tak terpk.
Steelburn: citer kedua lak ek?
: ok
Steelburn: ok.. steel teruskan perjalanan.. sampai UUM.
Steelburn: sbb nak naik highway dekat UUM.
Steelburn: pegi ler sana jap.
Steelburn: sempat ler jumpa kawan.. dan sepupu kat sana.
Steelburn: then, nak balik tu... steel isi minyak penuh.
Steelburn: budget2.. sampai bertam (dekat ngan penang), sempat ler nak refill.
: ?
Steelburn: sbb kalau steel yg bawak mmg sempat. (insya Allah)
Steelburn: yerp.. 5 ringgit aje kos petrol dr UUM sampai sempadan pulau pinang.
: ok
Steelburn: lepas berenti kat gurun, kedah utk maghrib.. steel pass kat adik. sbb steel dah ngantuk sgt
Steelburn: 2 km dr bertam.
Steelburn: moto mati.
Steelburn: huhuhu
Steelburn: habis minyak lak.
Steelburn: hampeh kan?
Steelburn: tinggal 2 km aje lagi.
: tulaa
Steelburn: start jap... leh ler sambung perjalanan jap...
Steelburn: kejap sgt ler.. elok2 utk naik bukit jer.
: oic
Steelburn: (opss.. tadi tu 3 km.. lepas start dan berenti balik baru dpt sampai 2 km)
: laaa
: pulak
Steelburn: tau tu pun.. sbb signboard tulis 2km to Bertam.
Steelburn: highway exit.
: oooowhhh
Steelburn: me and my bro.. kitorang mmg jenis x complain kot.
Steelburn: selamba tolak aaa...
Steelburn: nak wat camana.
Steelburn: baru tolak kejap.. comes one motorist. a good samaritan.
: ooo
Steelburn: budak ngan moto gak aa.. terus tawarkan utk tolakkan ngan moto dia.
Steelburn: kitorang tgh nak tolak panjat satu lagi bukit time tu.
: oooo
Steelburn: baru lepas tolak kejap...
Steelburn: then... wow.
Steelburn: sungguh Tuhan x lupakan hamba-Nya. ada aje bantuan yg datang.
Steelburn:
Steelburn: once again... kalau boleh nak rasanya menangis mintak ampun ngan Tuhan time tu gak.
:
Steelburn: betapa steel ni selalu lupakannya...
Steelburn: tp Dia tak pernah lupakan kita.
: tula tu
: me pung
Steelburn: kalau 2km sekalipun.. tp kena tolak.. rasanya patut keluar peluh la gak.
:
Steelburn: time tu.. bila difikirkan.. kitorang bagi aje 'usaha' apa yg ada.. yg selebihkan mmg tawakkal. seperti biasa.
Steelburn: itulah kot hikmahnya bila kita tawakkal kan?
: baguslaaa
: at least at the end of the day
: everything s fine
Steelburn: alhamdulillah.. kawan tu tolak sampai ke stesen minyak.
Steelburn: ha ah.. alhamdulillah.
Steelburn: dan satu lagi.. pk pk...
Steelburn: ramai lagi yg bagus2 orang kita ni.
:
Steelburn: mamat bengkel tu... melayu.. and very helpful and friendly.
Steelburn: the motorist... jugak melayu.. dia on the way ke KL. jugak very helpful. tak berkira pun.
: tulaaa
:
: steel
: best citer ni
: jadik
: pengajaran
Steelburn: tujuannya simple.. kali ni hari org perlukan pertolongan dia tolong... sbb dia tatau bila lak hari dia perlukan pertolongan.. n time tu dia gak mungkin perlukan org lain yg buat cam dia.
:
Steelburn: ha ah
Steelburn: tamat citer no dua.
Steelburn: steel dah boleh copy and paste dlm blog... as a conversation.
Steelburn: thanks

Alhamdulillah

2004-07-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

[mood: grateful. i feel blessed]
[listening to: my heart]

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

Verse 1
I feel the heat
From these 4 candles burning
As I'm staring out the window
In solitude I look at life
From different angles
Thoughts strangled
My mind is suffocatin'
In this truth quest
A greed law
That we abide by is ruthless
Enough will never satisfy
Until we toothless
Filthy millionaires
Are gamblin' until they muflis
A sad fact of life
But mankind approved this
I gotta call Him
Sajadah is where the booth is
I'll make it clear that
I ain't even tryin' to preach here
By sharing thoughts I hope
To find a little peace here
I thank Allah for blessing me
To be creative
So here's a diss for me
For bein' unappreciative
Wanted a perfect life
Yeah smile then die old
Fame, money, women
Phat cribos and white gold
Drive my own Beemer
Before I hit two six
A straight pink bitin' toothpicks
Who walk around town wit' two chicks
And doin' new hits to woo tricks....
Now that's wrong
Pleasure from partyin'
And bull ish don't last long
A lotta yuppies sneakin'
Cars out when dad's gone
Crackin' bottles in clubs
Frontin' designer fashion
But I ain't about
To trade happiness for a Jag
So stop smilin' with your ragtop down
Cause for a fact
I don't care about your money
Or how slick your car
'Cause no matter how rich and big you are
It's still Allahuakbar...

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

Verse 2
I know that all this
Ain't the right thing
Partying, chasing moneys
And material things
Flying high
Think nobody gonna
Clip my wings
I'm lying to myself
Knowing that
I've been neglecting
Responsibilities
As a healthy Muslim
Riches and loot
Ain't nothing
We frontin'
Diamonds and scrilla
But forget to say
Alhamdulillah
Made my album a killer
Plan B
Now 2-3 droppin'
And I wish to
Ask for forgiveness
Your guidance
Protection and strength
For humbleness and faith
To make me a better man
Success in foreign lands
Never dreamt of that
I remember being 18
When we started Too Phat
Now let's go back
Three years before that
Sometimes I forget
Me and my parents
Took a trip with granddad
I remember '95
While performing Umrah
Made my wish in Mecca
Right in front the Kaabah
Dear God
You made it possible
When facing obstacles
Please let me do good
Before I pass on
In the hospital
And keep reciting
The Testimony of Faith
And find the right way
Out of this life's maze

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

Verse 3
Ay yo…
Two candles go out
That's when
I feel the wind blow
I haven't met Fatim
For two years
Been livin' like I'm single
Evaluatin' all the friendships
Relationship
The reason it's the tenth year
Is 'cause she's a patient chick
And as far as friends are concerned
Many I've had it all
From those who cried for my pain
To those who plotted my fall
I learned to differentiate
Fakes from the great
Mates from the snakes
Apes wanna beef
Hate's all it takes
For me to blow
A diss song for you
Not even worthy
As an album filler
So now it's smiles
And Alhamdulillah
Yeah, love me
Or hate me
This who I am
Look at the past at times
I wish that I was born again
So I can rectify mistakes
And my wrong doings
Attempts on minimizing my sins
Before my story ends
I ain't no Eddie Murphy
Tryin' to sound as a holy man
But if I tried to be a better person
Now I prolly can
(Wait...)
Who am I to advise you
I ain't been the best
Of God's slaves
Just a poet writin'
What my thought says
A little house
A little car
A little sweet girl
Thank you Lord
I'll try to slow it down
On the cheap thrills
This song will prolly stir
A little controversy
At least I ain't be rappin'
Bout the stuff
As tho' I'm born in Jersey
Stage name is Malique
And lost name is Cairel
Mama told me
Stop complaining too much,
So I will...

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

[i]by Too Phat, featuring Yassin[/i]

Berhenti Berharap

2004-07-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

[mood: confused]
[listening to: berhenti berharap - SO7]
[current project: nil]


Aku tak percaya lagi 

Dengan apa yang kau beri 

Aku terdampar disini 

Tersudut menunggu mati 



Aku tak percaya lagi 

Akan guna matahari 

Yang dulu mampu terangi 

Sudut gelap hati ini 



Aku berhenti berharap 

Dan menunggu datang gelap 

Sampai nanti suatu saat 

Tak ada cinta kudapat 



Kenapa ada derita 

Bila bahagia tercipta 

Kenapa ada sang hitam 

Bila putih menyenangkan 

ha... ha... 



Aku pulang.... 

Tanpa dendam.... 

Ku terima... kekalahanku... 



Aku pulang... 

Tanpa dendam... 

Kusalut kan .. kemenanganmu... 



Kau ajarkan aku bahagia 

Kau ajarkan aku derita 

Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia 

Kau tunjukkan aku derita 

Kau berikan aku bahagia 

Kau berikan aku derita.. 



Aku pulang.... 

Tanpa dendam.... 

Ku terima... kekalahanku... 



Rebahkan kalbumu 

Lepaskan perlahan 

Kau akan mengerti 

Semua.. 



Aku berhenti berharap 

Dan menunggu datang gelap 

Sampai nanti suatu saat 

Tak ada cinta kudapat..

Renungkanlah

2004-06-30T02:18:00.000+08:00

Site asal: PELITA HIDUP 3: "

RENUNGKANLAH
Lagu: Copyright Controlled
Lirik: Copyright Controlled

Rasa cinta pasti ada
Pada makhluk yang bernyawa
Sejak lama sampai kini
Tetap suci dan abadi
Takkan hilang selamanya
Sampai datang akhir masa
Takkan hilang selamanya
Sampai datang akhir masa
Renungkanlah

Perasaan insan sama
Ingin mencinta dan dicinta
Bukan ciptaan manusia
Tapi takdir yang kuasa
Janganlah engkau mungkiri
Segala yang Tuhan beri "

somebody please save me

2004-06-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

[mood: okay, i guess]
[listening to: my own thought]
[current project: explaining]

This is the conclusions that I derived from what I've been thinking about while I was on the bridge (Penang Bridge) just now...

- I'm not ready to love anybody in any special way.
- I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling at the same time.
- Friends are my priority. Special-friend is not in the list yet.
- I'm ego, yeah. And I'm not melt.

:(
:(
:(

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